.Monday, June 07, 2004 Y
Hiya!
First time using this blog. Fun though. I intend to throw away my past, just remember them as part of my life. What is there for me to remember of him? He's heartless. Why not just forget him? Remembering him is a torture. Forgetting is just another torutre for me. Wad shud I choose? Forgetting. At least, it is only a torture for a period of my life. By remembering, my whole life is torture. I'm still young you know. Why shud I just depend my life on a guy who doesn't even love me now, who even hates me now? True love doesn't turn into hatred. I dun hate anyone that I once loved. Although they are all not true love, but at least why make my life miserable by hating them and hating the one who hates me. Hating someone is a waste of energy and also stimulates the growth of more white hair. Haha.
Everything in life must be remembered as a lesson learnt. What is life if there isn't anything for you to think back? It is meaningless way of living and also a very, very boring life, isn't it? He wants to hate me, wants to treat me like an enemy but why should I do the same. Like I said, waste of energy. Why should I make another foe instead of another friend. I'm very nice, I will treat him like a normal classmate who I don't talk to. Haha. Its his loss though. Someone told me once, "to let go of someone who love you,its your loss. If another person lets go of you who still loves him, its his loss.." Well, I use this to comfort myself. It makes me feel a lot better.
waiting for you right here
3:59:00 PM
