.Thursday, June 10, 2004 Y
Yoz!
I called him again yesterday. I can always only last 2 days without calling him. Anyway, when i called him last night wasn't regarding anything personal. I just asked him to tell me when his anger has been appeased. What else can I do? I feel like telling him that the flag day we are doing is at the earlier slot tomorrow. But he will scold me again. Or maybe Kleo has already told him. Why make myself so extra? Should I or should I not tell? I treat him as a fren, so as a fren, I should or should not? *siGh* Stressed out. Totally stressed out. Feel that I just need someone who really loves and pampers me. If I can find that person, I really will go into a relationship with him. But will I still think if Francis when I am with him? *dilemma*
I wanna go out later. But, I dun haf much money with me now. How? I wanna go out with my ex-schoolmate. Quite a long time that i never see her already. But, its the money that matters now. Coz mum have already given the nod. Maybe I can use what she left behind for us? But its only ten buck and she warned us not to eat instant noodles anymore. Regretted keep forgetting to ask from her. But I doubt she will return to me even if i ask it from her.I'll think about it again anyway.
waiting for you right here
10:11:00 AM