.Thursday, June 24, 2004 Y
*siGh*
Yesterday, went out with my friend to Orchard and walk around and took some pictures. At night, I dunno wad's wrong or wad came over me, I went to help me add a testimonial at friendster. But, i think he went to reject it. Silly me rite? I know it perfectly well that there will be more chances of him rejecting it. Yet, I still went to help him add a testimonial.
I'm still waiting. Waiting for the day when he's no longer angrie. Waiting for the day when he sms me, saying that he is no longer angrie. But will that day ever come? I dunno. Its silly of me to wait and even to write a testimonial for him isn't it? Maybe, that day wun come. My boi boi also sae he can't understand me sometimes. Okay, my boi boi is just a good fren, don't think till so far. Maybe, none of my friends can. Because, I myself also cannot understand myself. I know he wun accept it, yet I continue writing the testimonial for him, wishing him all the best in everything he do and for his 'O' levels. Maybe, he doesn't even wish me well for this kinda things. But I still do.
*siGh* Maybe boi boi's rite. I'm going to suffer when he's going to Malaysia for the next few days. No one will be there to comfort me when I cry. Its not that there will be no one. It should be no one is free. Even Chinn Yi, I have called her less often for my problems. I think I shouldn't go and talk to her about them anymore. Its not even her problem, yet I sort of pester her with my problems.
..What should I do?..
waiting for you right here
8:01:00 AM