.Monday, June 21, 2004 Y
*siGh*
Wonder what has exactly happened today. I'm thinking of him all over again. My efforts for the last few days has all gone down the drain. I haven been thinking abt him for the last few days and I really kept myself busy. At least, I was happier. Today, I dunno wad happened.
I tried but failed. I really tried my very best. The things still came back to me. I really tried my best. Not because of the friendship, but also for my own sake. School is reopening. I have to face him every single day again. I have to give my very best in the next semester. I dunno. I am really confused. I thot things have changed for the better for me. I thought I have forgotten a little of him already. I thought my efforts have paid off a bit. But things didn't change for the better. They seemed to have be the same for me. They seem to be making me feel worse. Its not the memories this time. I dunno what isit that is making me think of him.
*siGh* Lets just hope that things will get better, really better for me for the next few days.
waiting for you right here
1:10:00 PM
