.Tuesday, July 13, 2004 Y
Hiyo!
Three months ago, 10th April 2004(Saturday), we broke up. The next day, the television had a charity programme. On 12 April 2004(Monday), he asked for a patch. But we weren't as happy as before. On 17 April 2004(Saturday), we broke up again. And on the next day, there is another charity programme. Sounds familiar? This month, it is exactly the same. 10th July is a Saturday. 11th July also have a charity show. 12th July is a Monday. 17th July is a Saturday and 18th July will have a charity show. Everything is happening exactly like what happened that month. Does that mean things are going to change for the better... or for the worse again...? Like, are we going to quarrel again? I dunno. I dare not think of the future anymore. The higher the hopes, the greater the disappointment.
Anyway, lets just hope things change for the better. But, please, I wun get my hopes too high. I dunno to be heart broken and cry all over again. For the whole of the month. For the nights before I sleep. Its been three months. Three months since I last had him by my side. Three months since I hugged him. Will I get back into his arms again one day...?
..Thinking. Hoping. Wishing..
waiting for you right here
11:20:00 AM
