.Monday, July 12, 2004 Y
Hiyo!
*siGh* Yesterday, for no apparent no reason, he accussed me again. He said that I always prank call his house. Never mind about that. He were talking to my friend about me. So my friend came and asked me about it. I said don't have already, he thinks that my friend is siding me and went to block him in MSN as well. What the...?
I really was angrie, bad mood, disappointed, sad and no mood altogether. Mixed emotions. It is like, for no reason, he accussed me, and this is not the first time. Maybe I can say I got used to it. But I'm really very guilty. Coz of me, boi boi made another enemy in the class. I asked a fren to help me tok to him to ask him not to think that boi boi is siding me already. If he really go and make enemies withe that friend as well, he seriouls is having attitude problem.
However, despite of all these, I still love him. I dunno why. Only that its becoming lesser and lesser. I cannot tolerate people accussing me. Okay, once, I can still accept and say, "Maybe it is all a misunderstanding.". But not the second time. There can't be always misunderstandings happening so often between two pple can it? If it is really like that, I will see it as a way of trying to find things about me. *siGh* What should I do?...
waiting for you right here
6:38:00 AM
