.Saturday, July 10, 2004 Y
Hiz!
Things got worse for me. *siGh* The girl knows who she is though. But, I dunno if the guy knows abt it. I'm selfish. I know I am one selfish person. But, I really love him a lot. I dun wan any others to have him, I dun wan him to love any other girl. But how long can I hope for this? He once said he dun wan to get married and wanna commit sucide when he gets old. But, these are all naive thinking... It can't happen. He's the only son in the family. And also, these thinking won't last.
Selfish girl. That's what I am. But, I have to be in love... *siGh* maybe I'll update later again.. [no mood..]
..Selfish ger ger..
waiting for you right here
10:36:00 AM
