.Saturday, August 07, 2004 Y
Hiyo!
Today is the national day celebration in my school. I had so much fun. Haha. Hmm.. first, we went early in the morning to prepare for everything. We helped the boys in our class with the face paint and we sprayed our hair red and white. Then, it was time to vie for the "Most Patroitic Class" Award. Had much fun like attractting attention, singing the national athem out loud and also singing the national songs out loud. Haha. Really had a lot of fun. Though my class didn't win the award, I guessed we all had a lot of fun. Okay, I had a lot of fun. Haha. I hope they do too.
Hmm, lets talk about last few days. Just two days ago, someone told me that he liked me. And, I must admit, I do have this crush on him too. **shy** Haha. I never met him for once though. But always chat online and he often cheers me up and make me feel happier whenever I am down. Maybe this is why I will have that crush on him?.. Hehe. Though we are not together or what, I'm starting to feel being in love all over again and he's really sweet. **shy** Haha.
Maybe because he's too sweet. I'm scared. I have no confidence in myself. I have no confidence in what love and life have in store for me now. He told me to have confidece in him though. I have it in him, but not in myself and in love.
**To love and be loved is the greatest happiness of existence.**
waiting for you right here
10:35:00 AM
