.Saturday, August 28, 2004 Y
Haiz...
2 more days to go. 2 more days and its the 29th August. It was the day that our story started. Its supposed to be our one-year anniversary on that day. I was looking forward to it all along. But no more. These few days I have ben dreaming about him. Once, I dreamt that we patched up and he said I was different from the past me. I said I am different because you haven't been with me for 5 months. But, we were really happie. Happie like the past us. We played the games we used to play. Our classmates used to find us silly but maybe with the company of the other, we never felt so. When I woke up from that dream, I cried. I was back to reality. If I can only have him in my dreams, I rather sleep forever.
Another time, I dreamt that he asked Kleo to ask me to call him. I didn't want in the first place. I was scared of the negative so I didn't. In the end, he called me. He told me he was no longer angrie with me. I said okay. But still we didn't talk to each other. *siGh* Isit because the day is nearing, so I having more and more dreams about us? I dunno. Remembered clearly what happened on the 29 August 2003. Does he still remember? I dunno.
**I am happiest when I'm in my dreams. When I'm back to reality, everything changes back to normal. The dreams are sweet and beautiful, are what I want them to happen. But what you dream is what that will never come true....**
waiting for you right here
9:43:00 AM
