.Saturday, October 30, 2004 Y
Hehe...
Feeling bored so just decided to add an entry today. Waiting for darling to go home and give me a call. Its been a long time since we last had a chat on the phone. Hmm, lets see. Today, I went over to his working place there and accompany him. He was supposed to come and pick me up today, but he overslept!!! But also cannot blame him, he's been busy and not sleeping well these few days. The fact that I know he's by my side everyday, I feel very very blessed. The feeling of being in love and someone loving me and pampering me makes me feel very blessed. I dunno why. I just like this feeling.
Also dunno what time will he be home today. Really start to miss him a lot already. We have been meeting up more often this week. Well, we even planned to go to the movies next tuesday after my Social Studies paper. Planning to watch "Doll Master" together. Oh yah, we just had our one-month "anniversary" on the 28th October and is now looking forward to our second month in November!
Sometimes, I feel that I've lost all confidence in love though. There was once darling told me that we will be together forever. But I answered him that, the higher the hopes, the bigger the disappointment. He even asked me why did I say that and whether I meant anything. *Ling, I really dun mean anything. Its just that I dun wanna be hurt and cry all over again. I trust that you won't do that to me, will you?* Can I still believe in forever? Its there really forever? I dunno if relationships at this age will work out a not, there are examples that did only that its very little. I'm willing to give it a try, but only to one that can be trusted. *I hope you are one*
**I fell deeply in love with you the day we were together. Falling too deeply, too hard... 56830968. I know it, you know it! Hehe.**
waiting for you right here
10:30:00 PM
