.Saturday, October 09, 2004 Y
*siGh*
Got back my results for my Prelims last few days. My marks weren't good. Maybe because I really didn't put in effort to study the subjects well. I'm one that cannot stop studying. The moment I stop, the moment I will start to slack and not feel like studying. Don't ask me why co I dunno the answer as well. Hehe
I really dun wanna go into a JC. Why isit that my parents must force me to go into a JC? I rather go into a Polytechnic. Yes, polys only offers a diploma and if I want to go into a university, I must be the Top 5 percent in the poly, unlike JCs. But, if I know I cannot cope in a JC, for what I go and make myself suffer? My mother is trying to plan my life for me. Please, stop it! It's my life. I dun need you to plan it for me. If you want, you might as well live the life for me! I dunno if I convinced her last night to let me study in a poly, mayb for the time being. Its better than nothing.
Haven been able to see my darling these few days. Well, he found a job. He says he come over on Monday. Looking forward to seeing him. Its been a long time. Haha. About a week? We have been talking on the phone the whole night these few days though. Hehe. I'll just have to hope that Mr Yip dun plan a mock test on Monday. Hehe. I know I'm bad. Studies more important. But, well, I am going to have mock test after mock test in school during my home leave, so give a break for the time being. The teachers are driving as crazy. after Prelims, there is mock test. after mock test, 'O' Levels. Having tests and exams for the whole of this two months! Ging crazy soon.
*I cRoSs My hRt, pLeDgE tO yOu, aLL mY lovE tO HaF aNd To HoLd.. i'LL bE tRuE, i pRoMiSe yOu..*
waiting for you right here
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