.Tuesday, October 12, 2004 Y
*siGh*
I dunno what came over me. Really. I'm not suppossed to think of him anymore right? Yet I am. Just few days ago, Kleo and Francis sort-of became good friends again. Because last few days Kleo told me that they weren't as good as they were in the past. But, they sort of became better again. Anyway, that's not the point. I dunno why. I'm becoming jealous again. Wierd rite? Just few days ago, I'm missing my dear when I'm at home, I was even scared that he would leave me. Yet, since yesterday, I'm thinking of the wrong him. *siGh* I didn't tell my dear. I dun dare and I dun want.
Sometimes, knowing that they got sms each other or see them in class, I just get jealous. I dunno why. I'm not supposed to be. Not anymore. I thought I have forgotten him. Or isit not..? Maybe. I dunno. I dun wanna hurt anyone. I'll keep quiet. Keep quiet about everything.
waiting for you right here
8:50:00 PM