.Wednesday, October 27, 2004 Y
Hiya!
Haven been blogging in lately. I'm so sorry. Been very busy these whole week. My 'O' Levels are round the corner!! Just four more days to go and my future depends on this one month!! Have been studying and going to school for lessons and mock papers, that's the reason why I haven been blogging in.
Guess there's something very wrong with me these few days. I haven been sleeping well. Stress? I dunno. I just take a very long time just to fall asleep. Its just so unlike me. Even without my afternoon nap like today, I still cannot sleep. I feel tired. But I just cannot fall asleep! Its driving me crazy!
Hmm. Lets see. Guess the relationship between me and darling is improving. At least, I dun bother myself with that HIM as much as before. And, I'm feeling very blissful with him now. Though sometimes really cannot meet, but absence makes the heart grow fonder! Hehe. Although, I admit, sometimes, just sometimes, I will think of HIM. Well, I really cannot make myself hate him. I dunno why. I dun hate people I once loved. I'll keep the memories close to my heart. I promise. Darling, I promise you, HE will only be in my memory.
Oh ya! I saw on TV today. It was a drama serial. They said that a love that never starts is the sweetest. It made me think about me and Yao Quan=x=x*I know its wrong of me. But what that girl said just made me think about the past us* She said that its the sweetest because, there will never be arguements, sadness, jealousies and the saddening break-up. I guess, its true. Yao Quan and I were just once "online stead". We just used to confide in each other online and he calls me dear dear and I call him honey. But its all in the past. He told me he likes me. I admit I do have a crush on him. But this relationship didn't start in the end. Maybe its true. Its the sweetest relationship. Hehe. Thats all for now.
*Looking forward to the end of the 'O' levels! Hee..*
waiting for you right here
11:17:00 PM
