.Tuesday, November 30, 2004 Y
Hehe.
Spent a great day with darling today. Tomorrow, starting work at my uncle's office already. Who ask I go and ask him about the work, pay very little. But, since relatives, anything then. But the start of this job means that I cannot see my darling as often already. This is office work so I get my leaves on weekends. But him, he can only take leaves on weekdays. So, we sort of clash in this part of our jobs. So sad. Thinking that we have to spend less time being together, I feel very down. I just hope that I can spend Christmas with him. I just hope that my aunt don't arrange her Christmas party on the 25th December as well.
Talk about today. Though we just spend our time lazing around, but the fact that he's beside me makes me feels different. I think, I'm back to that pampered me. I'm scared that he will leave me. He pampered me too much already. Like sometimes, I want him to piggyback me even short distances just because I'm lazy. Sometimes, he really do give in to me. Sometimes, when I asks for hugs and kisses on the cheek, he gives them as well. Sometimes, when I throw my temper, he says sorry and asks me if I'm angry. He treats me far too good. I don't want to be that spoilt girl anymore.
Just now on the phone, he told me that he will listen to whatever I say and do them. *So happy* But if I look at it at a different way, its another way of pampering me. What if one day, I say something and he doesn't do them, what will I do? Throw my temper at him? Scold him? I don't wanna do that. *siGh* Better don't think about that now. Just wish me all the best in this new found job and hope I don't give up halfway. Hehe.
I love you.
waiting for you right here
11:46:00 PM
