.Friday, December 31, 2004 Y
Counting down to 2005...
2004. What can I say about this year for me? Eventful? I dunno. 2003 was more eventful. Haha. 2004 was more saddening for me. Hmm.. firstly, a relationship ended early this year. But well I got over it already. Then, gotta know some new friends, like Yao Quan, my darling and 2 more on 23 Dec. Then, on 19 Dec, I heard from Kleo a death of someone. Although I dunno him, but I always hear about him from Kleo. When Kleo told me the news, I was shocked. Life is just so vulnerable. Some more, on Boxing Day, tsunami attack on some of the asian countries. Well, one of my uncle was on an overseas working trip to one of the countires, Maldives. When I heard about it, I was so afraid to hear of any bad news. But, at least we contacted him and know that he's fine.
Only just, I heard from my mother that one of the Singaporean little girl, was found dead by her father because of the tsunami. Gosh! Though I dunno her, I really felt sorry. She was so young. She haven experienced life enough. She haven got enough education, got married, gave birth.... Guess I'm too emotional here. But well, I really feel sorry for those who lost thier lives in that attack. Life is just so unpredictable. What if one day, I lose my darling as well? I don't mean in this kinda of circumstances. I'm just afraid of losing him to time. Here I am again, letting my thoughts run wild. I can get my sleep for tonight and who knows what might happen to me tomorrow? Well, I'm planning to get my hair cut and dyed tomorrow. I have to wake up early. *Yawn* Waiting for 12 to wish some of my friends happy new year.
Resolutions for 2005:
- If I get into a JC [which most likely not since I'm already dying my hair], I'll study real hard and aim for NIE for my 'A' levels in 2006.
- If I get into poly, study hard in whichever course I'm taking, most likely business, and stop thinking so much about PLAYING!!
- Save more money for my expenditures!!
- Build a better relationship with my family and friends.
- Last important one. Start doing excerises to slim down! I'm getting fat, really fat!!! Do about 25 sit-ups every night before I sleep. [I hope I can abide to this.......=x]
These should be all. I can't think of anything else.
Entry completed at: 11.38 pm 22 more minutes to 2005!
**Time could never dim my love for you, because with every beat of my heart, I only want you more. Darling, I miss you lots... Did you miss me? Haha...**
waiting for you right here
11:38:00 PM