.Thursday, December 30, 2004 Y
Wow. 2004 is coming to an end. Time seems to pass so quickly.
Looking back at year 2004, so many things had happened. Thinking back of it, the whole thing seems like a video, playing back every single moment. All my memories. Having to study and work hard for the 'O' Levels, having to study for the Prelims and mock papers, meeting up with my darling, getting to know him, getting to know about Yao Quan, us waiting for each other to be online, crying for my ex-boyfriend, being with him for the first three months of the year. Everything is playing back. Guess the only thing that I will regret for this year is not being able to be friends with him again. Perhaps, its really tough to make it up with someone you have been so close with in the past.
Actually, wanted to ask my darling if he wanted to countdown with me if I can go out at night tomorrow because Kleo asked me out to countdown. So, wanted to ask him along too. But, I think he has got his own programmes that night with his friends. So, think I'll have to forget it.
Sometimes, I'm so afraid, so scared that I will lose my darling to someone else, lose him to time. He becomes part of my life, being an important someone in my life. Me? He says I'm important to him, very very important. I really hope its true. Everyone says he really loves me a lot. But, I'm still scared. Scared that I will lose him one day. Will I, ling? I know he promised time and again that he will not leave me, that he will love me forever, but the wierd me still afraid. *siGh*
**Being in love is like strawberry; its sweet. Quarrelling is like chilli; its hot and spicy. Missing someone is like bittergourd; its bitter and painful. Jealousy is like lemon; its sour. But by putting them all together, its the wonderful memories of being in love. [Actually, this one is translated by a chinese quote.] Darling, I really miss you a lot!**
waiting for you right here
10:16:00 AM
