.Friday, December 24, 2004 Y
Haha. I know its still Christmas Eve only.
But well, I'm already in the Christmas mood already. Maybe its because I got my first Christmas present already. Hehe. Its from my uncle. Well, he gave it to all his staff. Guess what I got? Hehe. I got the white wine [isit called like that? Or did I just direct translate it?] Going to spend this Christmas with darling. So excited about it. Haha. Our first Christmas together, second occasion to celebrate. I'm missing him lots. Hmm.. wierd me.
I heard the song "Last Christmas" on radio just now. Somehow I find it quite true for me. But maybe it will be even more suitable for me last year. Hehe. Some should know why. 2002 christmas, I gave my heart to [erm..] Damian. Well, the next day I cried about something. Sounds like the lyrics? =x Actually, I thought about Damian because Si Wei reminded me that we broke up 2 years ago on this day. I actually felt very bad about it. In chinese, Christmas Eve is called "ping an ye", yet I hurt him so much by ending a 10-month relationship. In the past, I regretted it a lot because I got lots of "hurts" in love life after that. I often thought that if I didn't end the relationship, maybe it wouldn't turn out this way. But now, maybe its all just pure fate and destiny. I believe if I and him are meant to be together, we will be somehow.
**It takes a second to notice someone, an hour to like someone, a day to fall in love with someone and a lifetime to forget them.**
waiting for you right here
5:34:00 PM
