.Friday, January 28, 2005 Y
*siGh*
Met up with my darling today. After today, I have to wait for two weeks before I can see him again. Its so torturing. Had quite a nice day today. Hmm, he cooked dinner for me. Then send me home. Before that, we walk around sun plaza for a little while. Kaez, I'm done talking about what I have done today. The next part would be something someone wouldn't like to read. If you think you are the someone, you can click the "X" on the top right hand side of the window. I dun wanna hurt anyone.
I HATE YOU! Yes you! The you always trying to make every single decision for me. The you always hurting me. The you I tried very hard to forgive. But you are still the same you. I kept quiet because I didn't want to hurt you. But you continued. Kaez, maybe I think too much. But. you shouldn't even have give me the reason to anyhow think. I hate the you who kept every single thing from me despite the fact that I told you every single thing.
Think I'm feeling depressed and having my mood swings. Never mind, I dun feel like going on.
waiting for you right here
11:50:00 PM
