.Friday, March 11, 2005 Y
Hmm.. I dunno why. I just felt like updating.
I was chatting with this ex-stead of mine and I found out something. It seems like the both of us will always care for the other one, whether we are friends or lovers. This person is Si Wei. Though we had quite a long relationship, we broke up in the end. I admit at that point of time, I regretted. But now, I learnt not to regret anything. After the relationship we had a really big quarrel, over my new boyfriend. But in the end, until the beginning of 2003, we made it up again. On mIRC. So coincidentally, I went in there to download songs. It was there that we met each other. Hmm, sounds so dramatic? Anyway, I can say we are now good friends? I can tell him anything in the world that is troubling me, just like I can confide in Chinn Yi and Kleo. Somehow, I can trust him. *Darling, dun anyhow think ar... we are just good good friends now.. hehe..*
I confided in him when I broke up with my recent ex-stead. Now, he's so depressed. We can just ask each other anything about the past us, without us feeling awkward. Like, sometimes he'll ask if I still kept the pressies he gave me and was he treated me back then. I don't feel that the love is still there. All I feel is there is wonderful memories for me to look back at. That's why I shouldn't regret anything that happened between me and him. We got together and we broke up, not say peacefully, but at least we are friends again.
Every relationship is a new chapter in my life. Whether isit memorable, colourful or interesting, I have to leave it to the person who's writing that chapter of my life. I'm sure most of them are. It only matters how I remember them, right? I can remember all the plus points of the relationship, then it'll be so memorable. Somehow, I think I'm starting to talk crap. Haha. Gotta go call my darling already.
waiting for you right here
11:06:00 PM
