.Wednesday, April 27, 2005 Y
I dunno what to put as the title.. Hmm.. I'm getting bored of poly life. I go to school everyday early in the morning and come back home late. It's even worse than working.. *siGh*
Sometimes, I feel that I have no life nowadays. Here's what I do everyday: Go to school in the morning[depending on the time of the first lesson], study, reach home at about 7 on the average, eat dinner, watch tv and i go to bed. Nothing else! Bored right? I wonder how am I going to spend the 3 years.
Something good its that I have a bunch of friends to crap around with during breaks. But I still miss my bitchters. Hmm.. If I see Chinn Yi, I'll tell her these craps too! Haha. Long time never talk to her already. About 2 weeks? Ha.. I know I sound like a lesbian, but I'm not! I have a doting boyfriend kaez! Haha.. Just miss her as a friend.
No homework to do. Don't feel like revising. Dunno what can I do....
**I love you till the end of time..**
waiting for you right here
6:57:00 PM
.Sunday, April 24, 2005 Y
I was bored at home so I read through my past entries, diaries and I thought about my past. Hmm, time really flies. Looking back, its like only a few days ago that I was in Secondary 3. I didn't study hard enough in Secondary 4. *siGh* I kinda regretted.
I'm so busy now. Poly life. Stress? The work is getting harder. I start to not understand the things. The different bones in my body? Anyway, must I know them? *siGh*
Suddenly, I start to realise I'm really stubborn. I don't like accepting facts. I don't like letting go. Hmm, I'm talking about my love life. I used to let go easily and get back up my feet. But now, I don't. I refuse to accept the facts and I try to change them. Hmm... lots of changes in me. I used to believe in fairy tale endings. But not now. Nothing is forever? True? Agree? I dunno. At this point of time, I choose not to believe. I choose to believe that he will not leave me. I choose to believe I will not lose to time, will not lose to forever.
**In my heart, I have already promised to stay with you till the end. And I really do mean it...**
waiting for you right here
4:33:00 PM
.Thursday, April 21, 2005 Y
Hmm.. Haven been updating my blog for about.. 3 weeks? Anyone missing me? *Bleahs*
School starts already. Quite fun. Made new friends on the first day and more on the second! I have lots of breaks in between lessons whcih is sometimes irritating because you have to wait for 3 hours for the last lesson of the day to start. So I hate the breaks sometimes. The textbooks are all so thick. Lucky I dun haf to bring them everyday. Or I think i'll get a crooked back soon enough.. Haha..
Hmm.. Anyway, poly life also quite fun la.. can make friends.. learnt to study independently.. hmm.. haha.. I sound so casual all of a sudden. So unlike the format of my previous entries. Sometimes its better to let your hair down right? [isit the correct phrase?]
Anyway, life isn't as bad as I thought. But I still miss my bitchters!! =p
waiting for you right here
10:21:00 PM
.Friday, April 08, 2005 Y
My computer at home is down... I'm blogging while working...
Last time I'll use this computer to blog.. Or will there be a day when I need a job an they need me too and I'll come back? I dunno. Well, yes.. it's my last day today. I didn't go to work on Monday and Tuesday so when I went back on Wednesday, I was like "WOW! So many things to be done?" I had to do a whole big stack of matching of invoices and I mean really big stack, sending out of statement of invoices and keying of data. I didn't start with the invoices so it increased in amount on Wednesday and Thursday. Stress, stress and more stress. But, since I'm here blogging, I finished my work.
I guess I'll kinda miss this place. Been here for three months. From strangers to people whom I joke around with. Now looking back, three months passes by so quickly... sigh I hope the 4 days darling going KL will pass quickly too.. I'm not wokring and he's nort in Singapore. Double sigh.
He's going to KL on Sunday with his friends. I'll look for Chinn Yi. Haha. Long time never update already until now also dunno what to write... Haha. I dunno what am I talking about already. Back to work..
I might update later =p
waiting for you right here
10:54:00 AM
