.Sunday, April 24, 2005 Y
I was bored at home so I read through my past entries, diaries and I thought about my past. Hmm, time really flies. Looking back, its like only a few days ago that I was in Secondary 3. I didn't study hard enough in Secondary 4. *siGh* I kinda regretted.
I'm so busy now. Poly life. Stress? The work is getting harder. I start to not understand the things. The different bones in my body? Anyway, must I know them? *siGh*
Suddenly, I start to realise I'm really stubborn. I don't like accepting facts. I don't like letting go. Hmm, I'm talking about my love life. I used to let go easily and get back up my feet. But now, I don't. I refuse to accept the facts and I try to change them. Hmm... lots of changes in me. I used to believe in fairy tale endings. But not now. Nothing is forever? True? Agree? I dunno. At this point of time, I choose not to believe. I choose to believe that he will not leave me. I choose to believe I will not lose to time, will not lose to forever.
**In my heart, I have already promised to stay with you till the end. And I really do mean it...**
waiting for you right here
4:33:00 PM
