.Sunday, May 01, 2005 Y
*siGh* Can we stop quarrelling? Why isit that my phone calls with him always end up unpleasantly? I really feel so hurt everytime this happens.. And its happening more and more often.....
I do admit that you treat me very nice and sweet. I do admit there is nothing much that I can complain about in this relationship. But, sometimes, I really need concern and attention from you. Sometimes, I feel so alone. I feel that I'm all alone. Sometimes, all I want is just a simple sms or a simple call from you to tell me you miss me. How long have you not been doing that? I had so much confidence that you will continue doing so as long as the relationship lasts. I waited everyday for that call or sms. But it never came.
You promised that this will always last. But what happen? I am so afraid. So afraid that you will let me go one day. So afraid that things will change. So afraid that things will never be the same again. I dun wanna lose you. I've given too much. Too far that I cannot afford to let him go. So far that I can never afford to regret. So far that I dunno what to do without him. Will things improve? Will I have a fairy tale ending? Will I not get hurt anymore?
**Darling, I love you. I really do....**
waiting for you right here
4:31:00 PM
