.Sunday, July 24, 2005 Y
4 more days to 10 months of relationship. Time seems to pass so quickly..
Tomorrow having my practical test for my Clinical. I can't fail this time round. I even have to get very high marks for this module. *shit!* I'm so nervous. What if I fail? I have to repeat this all over again.
It's getting harder to get in touch with my darling. He's phone was sent for servicing. He got this temporary phone. But this temporory phone has got a lot of problems. Firstly, I can't call him. Because his phone cannot recieve calls and cannot talk for long as it will be cut off automatically. Seondly, his sms functions. I can sms him at 9 at night and he only recieves it at 10. I just can't stand it. So, I cannot look for him. I can only wait for him to reach home and call me. *siGh*
This just sucks man. His phone will only be ready on Tuesday. *siGh* I jusy miss him so much now...
**I miss you.. darling..**
waiting for you right here
9:48:00 PM
.Tuesday, July 19, 2005 Y
My Semestral Exams coming soon. And after my exams, I'll be going for my attachmeny at NUH for 3 weeks. I wonder how will it be like...
Ze Yan gave me 2 hamsters! Actually, they are from her friend. They are so cute. I left them at darLing's house. He promised me he'll take good take of them. We named them Chocolate and Brownie. The lighter brown one is Chocolate and the darker brown is Brownie.
I'm missing them so much.. Haha. Going over to "visit" them tomorrow. Hmm, wonder what they will be doing. Also, tomorrow going to buy the wood shavings for them. Wonder if they are cold these two nights. Especially tonight. Cuz he'll be home only late at night. No one to chaeck if they'll be cold. Just hope they'll keep themselves warm.
Darling's going NS in September. 9th September. *Gosh* I'm gonna miss him so much. No more late night calls. No more sms-es. No more outings. No more good night kisses. *siGh* I can only cherish these few months left. *siGh*
**darling.. I love you..**
waiting for you right here
10:08:00 PM
.Thursday, July 07, 2005 Y
*siGh*
This computer seem to break down so easily. I think its gonna break down soon. And my sister blames it on me. Or rather, she THINKS so. The story goes..
When I got my darling here to help me reformat the computer and change everything, he helped me back up my folders and therefore inserted an exernal hard disk into my CPU. But he diidn't bring it back on the same day cuz he was going to JB with his brother. On Monday night, he told me to bring it to him on Tuesday morning so I had to unplug it from the inside of my CPU. I only did that on Tuesday morning as my sister was using it on Monday night. I admit I almost wanted to take iy out with the computer on. But it was not successful. Anyway, on Tuesday monring, after I unplug the hard disk, it was still working fine and the computer could sense the router. When I came home at night, it was not working all of a sudden. Was that my fault? *siGh*
Now I wanna find my darling to ask him also can't find him and his handphone is switched off. Shit. I wonder where he gone..
waiting for you right here
10:50:00 PM
.Wednesday, July 06, 2005 Y
School's getting more and more fun and I'm getting naughtier and naughtier[correct spelling?]
Hmm, I skipped lessons. Erm, not many.. Only about six =x But they were boring and I was tired. I don't want to be disrespectful to the lecturer [Rubbish! Finding excuses!] Hmm, exams coming soon. In maybe about 6 more weeks? And I have so many modules to prepare. *Gosh!* But I'm so gald with my test results for 2 subjects. I got a 'B' for Sociology and an 'A' for Psychology. Not only me, my mother too! Just hope that my semestral exams can do as well..
Suddenly one of my ex-boyfriend contacted me these few days. Wierd right? But I'm gald he still remembers me. Not that I have any feelings for him, just that I have a feeling that I got a friend back. But I seem to have lost a friend too. Hmm, Damian changed his handphone number and he didn't inform me. I can't seem to contact him. Thinking back, it was a long time since I last had a chat with him.
Just now Darling's so sweet. He accompained me beofre my CCA which starts at 6.30. Went nowhere special. Just went to Junction8 for lunch with my friends and had a walk around. Then, went over to Kleo's hunny house cuz there was simply no place to go. We wrestled there! Guess who won? Me! Well, cuz he accidentally hit his head on the floor. *Sayang sayang* Hehe. He's working now. About 1/2 an hour more and he going to knock off already. I miss him so much...
**Darling, I love you no matter what. Love me. Feed me. Never leave me.[Sounds familiar? Got it from Garfield.. Hehe..]**
waiting for you right here
10:23:00 PM
.Friday, July 01, 2005 Y
My computer was down the past few days. Wow! Finally...
I realised the importance of computers these few days. Haha. Also, this week I've got nothing much happening. Just that I joined my school's Modern Dance as my CCA and today I went for a blood test and they took 2 tubes of my blood and had a skin test for TB. *ouch* The pain was when the needle was going in. My friends commented that my blood "splashed" out. Haha.
Darling quitted his job and got another job as a waiter/bartender at Orchard. And this job has no fixed timing as it goes by shifts. Like today, he got the night shift which is from 6pm to 3am. No more late night calls and less outings. But since he's no longer as happy with his previous job then he should just leave. But I now kinda understand Si Yu's feelings. Hee..
waiting for you right here
9:31:00 PM
