.Thursday, August 18, 2005 Y
*siGh* I didn't study for one whole day yesterday. I went out with my darling yesterday. Went to Orchard for a Swensen's meal, had a walk around town and went to his house to clean up the hamsters' cage again. Somehow, I'm guilty about it. Why? Because I have only completed two modules. Out of seven? Tomorrow's the first paper. I'm scared that I will fail. I really don't want to.
My family's going through a hard time now. Sometimes, I feel like quitting school because of this. I have to use my dad's CPF for my school fees. And because of this, he can't retire at the age of 55. And also, because of the reason of him using his CPF to pay the school fees, I have been telling myself that I cannot afford to fail. *siGh* I'm feeling so stressed up now. After my exams, its attachment. Stress, stress and more stress.
I'm wondering if I wanna get back something from Francis. Dunno if I should or not. Its a calender that he said he would return to me at the end of this year. I dunno if I should call him and get it back. Hmm, should I or should I not?
waiting for you right here
4:07:00 PM
