.Thursday, September 29, 2005 Y
Yesterday was our one year anniversary. Wow! Time really flies. Its been one year since we met. Hmm, someone asked me a wierd question just now. That person asked, "if one day Francis(Tan) ask u to patch, what will be your reaction?". The question came too sudden and I dunno what I will do. Most likely reject him? I mean, I have a boyfriend now and he is in NS. I can't because he don't have the time to accompany me so I leave him and patch up with him. And also, I love him a lot. The same can't be said to be Francis(Tan). We were once in a relationship. But, that was already the PAST. **Love is when the other person sets you free yet you decide to stay by his side. Coz you are afraid that when you finally decide to come back, the person is already gone.** I once stayed by side because I was afraid when he decides to come back, I'll be gone. But, I gave up staying by his side because he didn't decide to come back so I decide to set him free as well. I hope the question that person ask won't come true. I once wished that it will happen. Now, I no longer do. He once asked me to find my own happiness. I did and I hope he did it as well or will do so. =)
Hmm, talk about today. Went to K-Box with Chinn Yi today. Sang for 4 hours and sat at Long John Silvers' to chat till 4pm? Then went to walk around Giordano. Hmm, I can't decide whether to buy the jeans or the three-quarters. Darling's going to nag to say I'm spending again. But, it's my birthday soon dear. Get my hint? Haha.
Hmm, need to sleep early tonight. Going out early in the morning tomorrow. But I'll have to wait for Kleo's sms to confirm whether she meeting me.
waiting for you right here
11:06:00 PM
