Went over his house for the past 2 days. Yesterday was because his brother says that one hamster is dead. Wel, it was Cream. It died for I-dunno-what-reason. Cleared up the cage and put Cookie into the other cage.

Went over today because I don't feel like going home. I finished school early. But I hate the silence at home. At his house, I could still hear the hamsters running around, hear them running on the wheel. I miss him a lot. When I saw his brother and his girlfriend, I missed him more. I could see the happiness glowing in his brother's face. He was smiling so sweetly when he walked out of the room after they had a small "quarrel". 2 more days to go. That was what I told myself today morning. But I can't help but miss him more. I can't help but think 2 more days then we can meet, but 2 days later, he has to book in again.

Was raining for the past 2 days. Wonder is the island he's in raining too. Wonder is he bitten by mosquitoes. Wonder if it was cold at night like my side here. I think so much that I can't get to sleep at night. He's not able to call me for this whole week so I messaged him everyday about my day. Tried to squeeze everything in. But there is so much that I wanna say to him. I dunno which to type in and which to leave it until he books out. *siGh*

I spotted the watch that I wanted to buy for myself. It's $78. Have to start saving for that watch for myself. Might be meeting ChinnYi next Monday to get my puzzle since I end school early. =)

*siGh* Darling's at field camp this week. Until 25 November. Just hope that he wun get bitten by mosquitoes there. I miss him so much. And its only Monday.

Went to orchard with my parents yesterday as my dad wanted to change his handphone. He got himself a Siemens phone. Not sure of the model though. I saw one Siemens model that I like so much. But I heard Siemens phones are not very user-friendly.

Thinking about what to buy for darling for Christmas. Hmm.. I saw an Adiddas watch today at J8. But SiYu's buying that for Royston. Well, I think I have to look for something else. Maybe a t-shirt for him. But I bought him t-shirt last christmas. Have to start planning so can save up. Hmm..

I've to start studying for my tests for the next 2 weeks. Then, I can go Bangkok to shop. Yay! I hope mum sponsers me more money for the trip. *Bleahs*

I can't get to watch the movie that I wanna watch anymore. It's not showing anymore. *siGh*

Haven been updating my blog lately. I wasn't free and the computer was hogged by my brother most of the time. Sickening. He starts using it the moment he wakes up until he sleeps?

Time flies. It was like yesterday that school reopened. I've completed one project. One more to go and practical tests are coming up. And Christmas. Presents. And I get to celebrate it with my darling.

I'm going to skip lessons on week 9. Going Bangkok with my relatives without my parents. This trip is a treat from them. So nice of them right? I'm looking forward to it already. So excited. I'm going to shop. Shop till I drop. Haha. And my mum said that she might sponser my trip to Hongkong next year with my friends! Only if I find people who are interested. Hmm..

Thinking if I wanna meet up with my darling tomorrow. Or should I give him a surprise? Hmm.. He booking out tomorrow! Yay! I finally get to see him after 2 weeks. Hehe..

We could have met up on the 13th November. But his confinement date was changed at the last minute. He has to stay in this week. He can only come out on 19th November. Spoilt my mood for the 10 minutes phone call.

I just hope that the movie will still be on on 19th/20th November. Can't blame him though. He can't choose. *siGh* I was looking forward for this Sunday. But now.. its 12 days before I can see him. *Gosh* This must be the second time that I can't see him for such a long time.

Planned to go over his house on Wednesday to visit my hamsters and see if she has given birth. But, I was asked to go do a project this Wednesday. Don't think I can go over unless it ends early. Wednesday is the only day I end early already.. *siGh* I miss my chubby Cotton. Wonder did his brother feed them for me.

I went cycling at East Coast Park yesterday with my uncle and aunt. They came early in the morning with my grandparents to ask my family out. My mum said that it was my grandfather who wants to make things up with my father. They came at 9.30am. Then, we went for breakfast. Had fun at East Coast Park. I rode on a double bike with my uncle. He was so fast. I could feel the wind blowing against my face. Then, went to Expo. Ate dinner at Expo-The Terrence. The service there sucks! Should be first come first serve right? They gave to the other people first simply becuase they were in a rush for a musical. Why should I wait when they are the ones late? Somemore, when we go and pay for the food, they even asked us what we eat, not check the order and my uncle forgot about my mum's and dad's food. Haha.

I only had less than 6 hours of sleep last night. I am so tired. Monday blues.

Why can brothers turn into enemies in just one night? How can the parents blame only on one party? How can the parents blame the son's wife for the son's behaviour? It's all your fault. Not my mum or my dad. Why should you scold them? Why should you even blame my mum? Why didn;t you even think about the whole issue and scold your second son?

Its my grandma's birthday today. As usual, my extended family has planned a dinner at a restaurant for her like every single year. But this time, my family's not going. Because my DAD refused to go as they quarrelled earlier this year. My mum, being nice, when over to my aunt's house[my grandparents are staying with her] to give her a red packet for her birthday early in the morning. But, my grandfather scolded her. The reason being, he said that it was my mum that asked my dad not to go to the birthday dinner. He said that it was my mum that asked my dad not to invite my second uncle to my sister's 21st birthday celebration earlier this year. He said that my mum did all these because NINE years ago, my uncle and aunt had a quarrel with my parents over my cousin and I. *Gosh* That was something long ago. My mum and dad had long forgotten about it. It was my UNCLE that remembered all these. He DID NOT invite my parents but me and my siblings to his house warming. Why didn't my grandparents scold him? My dad was angry that he did not even inform my dad yet inform my brother about this. So, he did not invite my uncle to my sister's birthday. My dad was angry that my grandparents was siding my uncle so he did not want to attend the dinner. It was no fault of my mum. Why can't they get this into their head? Why can't they re-think about everything that has been happening?

If I was there in the morning, I would have screamed at my grandfather was being so unreasonable and bias. My aunt was there and she told my grandfather off too. But him, being unreasonable did not want to listen. Everyone in my extended family is siding my dad. But my grandparents are not willing to re-think about the whole situation. Why can't one family settle this peacefully? Next year's Chinese New Year is gonna be a boring one. No more visiting. Np more get-togethers. *siGh*

Today's a Public Holiday so he gets to book out last night and we met up today. Wanted to watch "All about Love" but Eng Wah don't have it yet. *siGh* Also don't have "Chicken Little". All the shows that I plan to watch also don't have. So disappointed. In the end, went to walk around Sun Plaza, ate ice cream from Mini Melts and hotdogs at Cavana then went to his house slack.

Found out that Brownie was giving birth soon AGAIN. So we decided to take her out and put her in the small cage. The put the grown-up babies with the rest. Wrong choice. They started fighting and Cookie and Chocolate were injured. *Gosh* And I mean blood coming out from the wound on the tiny legs and the bottom of the hamster. Couldn't do anything except helping them to clean the wound so that its not so bloody. Both of the tiny feet of Cookie was injured and he/she[I dunno its gender yet..] was limping a bit. I can't imagine the pain its going through.

Saw him book in with his friend today and tomorrow he's booking out again. =) But for the next 2 weeks, he won't be coming out. He haven complete his confinement. Why must he be rude to the sergeant in the first place? *siGh*

Low JiaQian
01 October 1988
Libra
Staff Nurse

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