.Tuesday, February 14, 2006 Y
For the past few nights, I've been thinking that it's time to give my relationship a second thought. Reasons, I found out he's been lying to me about certain things[I cant't stand that] and I feel that we are drifting apart. It's not because I've taken a liking to someone else. Nothing to do with the entry that I typed about HIM coming back.
Found out that things weren't going smoothly for SiYu as well when I met up with her last Saturday. She told me her situation and I told her mine. She asked me a question that made me think for a long time. She asked me,"Can you bear to let him go?", I didn't answer her but it set me thinking. I feel so tired holding on to a relationship that has drifted apart but can I really bear to let him go? I know I do have feelings for him. But will it really last? He already have plans for his future but they aren't the same as mine. I know its good that he had everything planned out, but it's different from mine..
I just have a feeling that we won't last. Everything seem to have changed. *siGh* I'll leave everything till after exams. I don't want to affect my own examinations.
It's Valentine's Day yet I'm here blogging about something upsetting.. What's wrong with me..?
waiting for you right here
6:02:00 PM
