.Monday, March 06, 2006 Y
I know everyone out there is gonna blame me for what happened. I know I hurt him too much, too much. Till now, I really still love him. But I guess I just need time to think everything through. I know its bad of me to path up with him, only to break up with him again a few days later. I know if after I think through and felt that I still need him the most, he might not trust me anymore. The feelings I have for him have never faded once.
I was touched when he bought me my favourite cake and chocolate bars on 28/02/06. I was touched when he told me he's willing to change every single thing for me on 28/02/06. I was touched when he finally said he will quit smoking because of me. I was touched when I saw him doing everything he could to save the relationship. That's why I agreed to patch. A broken relationship is like a broken mirror. No matter how much you try to patch things up, it will never be the same again. I guess its because of this, he became possessive. I guess he was insecure after what I did to him on 25/02/06.
I'm sorry, darling. I just hope that you won't hate me when you tink back of the relationship. Maybe, there'll be a day when we'll get back together again. give me athe time to really think through everything k? I miss you. I really do.
waiting for you right here
8:17:00 PM
