.Sunday, May 14, 2006 Y
Have been staying at home for the weekends. My mummy wants me to rest at home - because I'm sick. They went for a yummy-licious mothers' day buffet lunch without me! *hmph* The only places I went was downstairs. To buy/eat lunch and dinner. *siGh*
Last night before I went to bed, I suddenly felt so alone. Felt that I could have led a better life if I hadn't choose that path. But I know that, even of I hadn't done that, the results would have been the same in the end. I was asking myself last night, does anybody out there actually hates me? Or rather, is there any "friends" who hate me?
I wanted to call someone and have a chat last night. But it was so late. Guess everyone would have been alseep.
Maybe I was wrong right from the start....
waiting for you right here
4:20:00 PM
