.Saturday, November 11, 2006 Y
How should I make the choice? He told me to say what I feel. I told him honestly. He said he wasn't as happy as before - because everytime he meets me, he feels so guilty deep down, because he says he feels that doesn't have enough time for me.
I was feeling insecure. Because deep down, I have his fear. Fear of losing him. Because I always feel that, there's this place in his heart that she has taken that I can never reach. Because he has once compared me to her. Because during our first few weeks, whenever she says she's upset or wadsoever, he'll be very concerned. But he says that its I don't trust him. If I don't, I would have kicked up a fuss whenever he says he''s going to meet a friend and ended up reaching home late.
Both choices he gave me doesn't make me lose him. But, I don't know what to choose. Can I allow myself to be selfish this one time and make him less happy?
waiting for you right here
10:47:00 AM
