.Wednesday, November 22, 2006 Y
I read this from Chinnyi's blog to me:
"I know that you're strong enough to step out of this 'trap' on your own. Dont bother about what he says about you or do to you anymore because you should know that it no longer makes a difference in your life from now on. =) I'm always here for you 24/7."
Thanks girl. She made me realise there's someone out there who believes that I'm strong enough to move on without him. For once, I'm not going to doubt myself that I can do it. Maybe she's right about something. But, I don't dare to hope anymore.
Another friend told me, "You're still feeling sad and hurt because he didn't give you a good answer to what happened in the relationship. Saying that he has no time for you isn't a good enough answer. See, you were willing to go all the way down to suntec just for a one-hour lunch with him. This is already time spent. It's his loss for not treasuring you. Don't cry anymore, girl."
When she told me this, tears flowed down again. Maybe she's right. Maybe a better answer would make me feel better. But I don't think I'm that good a girl though.
I still choose to trust him.
waiting for you right here
9:52:00 PM
