.Sunday, December 24, 2006 Y
It's christmas eve already. I wanted so much to spend it with this special someone in my heart. That person's changed but I want the unchanged him on this special season. I want so much to wake up in the morning and realise it has just been a long long nightmare and its finally over. But today, I seem to have got the answer to the question I wanted long ago. That person didn't give me an exact answer but I dunno if I should still continue lying to myself. To that someone, no one knows what happened today so no one will know who are you and what is the sms. Don't worry.
Played mahjong the whole night today but didn't get to win any. Because the seats were always taken by different people and its hard to differentiate who won or lost the money so everything was just a game. Hmm, new year! Hehe.
Had abalone, turkey, pork and many other dishes for dinner just now. Oh! Plus chocolate fondue. Hehe. My uncle bought that fountain thingy from carrefour. Yummy! Got a pendant and a pair of earrings for christmas present from my uncle and auntie. They must have spent alot. She said it was white gold. Its the way the rich spend money? Lols. I really envy them. Not having to worry about life.
Heard this phrase from a drama serial the other day: "This is the evidence of our love. The more painful it is, the more powerful was its existence." So true. If you didn't really put in a lot of effort into one relationship, no pain will be felt after it.
waiting for you right here
3:11:00 AM
