.Saturday, December 09, 2006 Y
PS: Names will not be mentioned here to prevent any misunderstandings.
I never thought such a description about me would come out from your mouth. I never thought that the trust I had in you was being made use. Maybe during the relationship, you had never lied to me once about her. But to know that you actually contacted her really made me feel very betrayed.
There are people telling me that the relationship you share with her is very complicated and you have never once had a clean break. I once always suspected that you still contact her but I always told myself to believe you.
Maybe I should have known that there's still someone you cannot let go.
To Johnny: I'm just trying to explain things nicely to you here. I can swear that I have never said anything bad about you in front of anybody. You can ask anyone and I didn't make up another reason for the break-up. I didn't go out with Mel and the rest to get to know more about you or what. I went out with them because they asked me out and I treat them as friends. I dunno what isit that made you think this way but I never once done all these to you. I had to talk to people when I'm feeling angry or down and my friends are just being angry for me. Sometimes, you have to understand, if you really want people to think about your feelings, you should think about others too. Do unto others what you want others to do unto you. I can choose to ignore what you said to me or about me but because I still care for the
FRIENDSHIP that's why I'm explaining to you. If you really think or know that I said anything about you that you feel that its something bad, tell me then. Because I'm sure I've never done all that to you.
waiting for you right here
12:30:00 AM
