.Monday, December 11, 2006 Y
She was once his girl. Its no wonder she would wanna say things bad about me and us. But her motive? No one knows.
Sleepless nights.
Quiet phone.
Misses.
Tears.
I miss him.
Christmas - We planned to spend in together. We even had a rule that presents for this occassion should all be handmade. But, it'll never be exchanged. I no longer look forward to this 2 weeks of holidays. I planned to do the present and go down every single day for meals with him. But everything I've planned can never happen.
Holidays - Should feel excited and planned with many, many activites. Yet, I don't have any now. All gone.
Santa, you know my wish for christmas. I know I haven't been a nice girl. I have no hopes. But I long for that unfulfilled sunset trip. And the sentosa trip. And the christmas chalet. And the handmade present.
And the old him back. Not the present one. I want that old him. On 06 August 2006. No. I'll be fine alone. =)
waiting for you right here
8:44:00 PM
