Wasn't feeling very happy - both me and Kleo. Walked past Grassroots Club and decided to eat the chocolate fondue. We called Shawn along as well. Hehe. Yummy.


So we ate..


And ate..

(Kleo didn't take any photos because she said she had swollen eyes..)

And the 3 of us finished all of these:

A four-person share of chocolate fondue!

And the end result?

Happy people! Hehe.

More photos for the week:

Me & Evon..


The 4 of us..


Me & Lincoln.. Your smile can don't look so forced? Lols. Okay la, I know its the braces..

I dunno how much I've moved on since December 2006. Sometimes, somehow, I still hope for miracles to happen. I don't deny, I still think about the small little things that he used to do for me, the small little things he used to say and the small little actions he does. It still has an impact on me - only maybe that its not that great anymore.

And yes, yesterday I was kinda moody because of this. Somehow, that photo affected me. I still feel that little bit of disappontment, jealousy & maybe anger. Don't ask me why because I dunno and I don't have an answer to it myself.

Can I still hope?

Have been a good girl today. Finished writing out my notes for my health psychology module. The test is in 1 week time? And I still have another module to finish studying.

Anyone wants a part-time job? Lols. Someone called me today in the afternoon to go help iron clothes for $5/hr. Interested give me a call. I'm serious. I diao for a moment when I recieved that call. Haha!

Waiting for the arrival of the puppy from Patterson's friend. Hehe. But I still feel kinda bad having to lie to my parents.

I'm having a sore right eye - again!

Going to start to shop for my skirt, jeans, belt and coloured lenses then the things that I'll need for CNY is completed. I unknowingly bought two tube tops for this occassion. I'm still the blur me although it's already 2007! Hmm, but I think I bought them last month...

Have been staying at home the whole of today except to buy lunch and other necessities. Have to start to stock up on goodies in my room. Its lacking of chocolates, lollipops and cookies! Hehe. Supposed to be studying but I only did 2 chapters and started slacking till now.

Planning to decorate my room for the new year. Going to buy photo frames, hooks and some glow-in-the-dark stars. Might be painting my room as well. So exciting~

My calf muscles are aching. Too much of exercise I guess. Haha. Only went down the stairs from 25th floor to 7th floor twice yesterday and my calf muscles cannot take it anymore.

In the process of looking for a part time job. I'm really searching already this time round. But looking for tuition kind. Hmm, hopefully my mum's colleague is agreeable. Although its like $60 for 4 lessons in a month, I cant ask for more. She's afterall only a primary one kid. Hehe.

Going for another interview on Monday. Was still comtemplating whether or not to go but well, since Kleo's interested in coming along, I'll just go give it a try. Haha.

Well, but if Faith decides to give me deployment after the AMO thing is over, I'll gladly do it as well. Since this job is the only one so far that can accomodate to my school hours and attachment schedules and pay considered okay. Have been quite picky after I worked there. Haha. Want part time that can accomdate to my school and attachment times, pay must be enough for my handphone bills and shopping expenses, don't have to stick to the same old place and I can get to know more people! Hard to find right? Told you I'm picky. Lols.

Long time since the happy3friends last met up. ChinnYi, free after the exams? Go K-boxing? Long time never hear your beautiful voice. Lols! And a long time since we last met? Or any plans for chinese new year? I'm missing you already! Hehe.

I might not be in a good mood these few days so bear with me alright? I'll be fine soon. And if I ever were to flare up, I'm sorry. Going to say all these beforehand because I know myself very well.

Yea, I had a bad fall again. A real hard one. But trust me, I'll pick myself up again very soon. A little bit of endorphines will cure everything.

We said things we wanted to say to each other.

[you know who you are.] You're forgiven. I accept that apology from the sms you sent me. I know it isn't all your fault and for this very one last time, I'm going to trust myself again to say that I know you weren't lying at all. Friends are better to keep. I know you'll be there if I ever need you, right? Well, I'll be here too. Thanks and sorry for everything. I dunno if I ever done anything to anger you. But like you said, when have you ever been angry with me? I know you won't. And hey, I won't avoid you like a pest and I hope you won't. =) When my computer is back and fine and when you're free, we'll go for a few more rounds of minesweeper flags k? This time, I promise I'll be better to you and let you win at least one game. =p Thanks for making me realise how much I would do for someone who mean so much to me. I never thought I could do this much - even to the extent of taking a cab down just because I thought you were angry with me. Like you said, you were never once angry with me. So can I assume you never will? Hehe. I will always keep you as a friend. Always. =) Remember that long message I sent you and you requested me to forward it to you again? Its a lifetime promise for friends like you. 24/7 on call. You're in that list whom I allow to call me at anytime of the day for any problems. =)

Passed my skill test already. Phew. Two more ICAs to go and then its the exams. Well, I'm very worried about it for the fact that I've been sleeping in the lectures very often in this semester. Or else, it would be me waking up late and skipping lectures. Gosh. How am I going to pass?

I'm so looking forward to the Chinese New Year. After "growing up", I no longer look forward to them. Dunno what's the reason too. Weird weird me.

Forgot what I wanted to blog already. Lols. Come back later when I remember~

Ignore the messy hair and the lousy photo skills. It was taken at 6.30 in the morning!


They were made to drink this drink specially done for them!


The four "brothers" of my cousin. Lols. He called them the Four Heavenly Kings.


That's me and cousin who went over to fetch the bride as well. =)


The 6 of us who went over dressed in white!


The cousin-in-law & cousin.


Tea ceremony.


Family portrait.

Was spring cleaning my room the whole afternoon. Threw out so many things. And of course, I kept many items too. Presents from special people that were once in my life and those who are still in. Hehe. Those are things that I'll always keep every year during spring cleaning.

Going to start to study for my skills and 2118 later.

My computer is still down. I wonder when is that person coming to fix it for me. Should get a lappy for myself. Should go find a part time job and start to save for it. My sister said I can try M1 be those call operators. Is that the correct word for it? Anyway, the one that she is doing.

We are planning to take the shih tsu that Kleo say her friend has home. And just say I found it abandoned at the roadside. But a bit not convincing huh? Have been pestering my mum last few days for the puppy. See how then.

Going to continue with my cleaning and complete it soon.

My computer is down for the past 3 days and is still down. Finally finished my skills theory test. Just before the test, I actually dreamed about a particular question - again. The last time was during the O levels. And the question did come out. Haha. I think this happens whenever I'm very very stressed up. So people, stress me more during the semestral exam. I might help you all dream of more questions. Lols.

Got back my Bio test results. Hehe. Got a B+ this time round. Quite happy with my results.

Went for my cousin's wedding today. Got to join the guys to fetch the bride over and be the emcee for the wedding lunch. Got 4 angbaos in total. Lols. And they add up to quite a lot. =)

Came across this on Jearlene's blog. Found it quite meaningful. =)

life isnt about keeping score.
it's not about how many people
call you and its not about
who youve dated, are dating,
or havent dated at all.
it isn't about who youve kissed,
what sport you play, or which
guy or girl likes you. Its not
about your shoes or you hair,
or the color of you skin or where
you live or go to school.
in fact, its not about the
grades, money, clothes,
or colleges that accept you
or not. life isnt about if you
have lots of friends or if your alone;
and its not about how accepted
or unaccepted you are.
life just isnt about that.
but life is about who you love
and who you hurt. its about
how you feel about yourself.
its about trust, happiness and
compassion. its about sticking
up for your friends and replacing
inner hate with love. life is
about avoiding jealousy, overcoming
ignorance, and building confidence.
its about what you say and
what you mean. its about seeing
people for who they truly are.

Went to attend Lincoln's parents, isit called wedding ceremony? Yup, it should be called that. But they actually renewed their wedding vows, not just newly weds. Hehe. Second wedding of the month and a third one coming soon. My cousin's official wedding ceremony is next week. And I get to be the receptionist, the one who asks people to sign the guestbook. It is now that I really feel everyone's growing up and leading their own lives. In another year's time, I'll be a nurse. Full-time certified nurse. My sister will also have a full-time job, my cousins of the same age will either be in university or working too. Even the youngest cousin will be completing secondary school at that time.

The other day when Patterson & Kleo was giving me a ride home, I feel that, hey, I'm a grown-up. With friends having their license and able to drive me around. It'll soon be my turn to take up my driving lessons and be able to drive soon. Woot~ I'm considering my mum's offer. She's asking if I want to borrow money from her first to learn my driving and pay her back when I get a job.

I haven been looking for my part-time job yet. Faith's telling me that its starting in March and Yvonne don't want to intro me her camp thingy. Hmph! Selfish her. But I'm trying to look for weekend part time jobs so that it won't clash with my attachments which is so so difficult. sigh.

Exams coming soon so a small note to myself: it's time to start studying! no more procastinating of revision. Someone, anyone, please remind me often..

It's Saturday and I'm at home! Freaking bored!

I'm craving for Burger King's Mushroom Swiss.

Argh! This post is so random.

Went to see a doctor for my persistent headache earlier in the afternoon. And they doctor thought that I might be pregnant. Lols. Later, he said that if the headache still won't go away after the medication might have to go for scan. Dunno what scan though. CT Head? He made it sound so scary. First, it was pregnant, then might have to go for scan. He also asked if I was very stressed up emotionally/physically. Guess I was during these few weeks.

Thinking if I should go back to City Chain to repair the watch. The scratch is quite obvious and well, I think its my responsibilty to make sure the watch will always be in good condition. Wonder can they do it though. If can, then have to spend money again. Sigh. I have been procastinating the plan of looking for a part-time. But I kinda fussy though. I prefer it if its only weekends and doesn't disturb my schooling & sleeping hours. Or else, I'll really look like a panda sooner or later.

Going to bed soon. Ate my medicine a few hours back and I was sleepy since 10.30pm. I hope the medicine will help me to get more rest to prevent stress so I can get well soon and won't have to go back to the doctor. Hehe.

I really seriously gotta try to stop going back to sleep after waking up. 8am lessons again tomorrow. Any kind souls wanna give me a morning call every thursday and friday at 6am and at 15 mins intervals after that? Lols.

Finally finshed preparing for my individual ICA. Gotta start studying for my semestral exams already. Its only less than one month to go. Attachments coming up again as well. Life's getting kinda boring for me. That's a nurse's life I guess. School -> Term break -> ICAs -> Exams -> Attachments -> Holidays -> School. And the cycle goes again. Boring..

I'm missing secondary school life all of a sudden. When me and ChinnYi will "bitch" together early in the morning, especially the morning with Chemistry as the first period, forgot which day though. When me and Kleo will slack/copy homework at the canteen before school starts with the boys in the class. When me and Kleo will gossip non-stop in class. When me & my happy2friends will go for recess and decide whether to eat the "red-bowl" stall or laksa and who to buy drinks/food. Lols. They seem like just yesterday.

Anyway, I'm all alone at home today. Finished my project and it was raining heavily so didn't go and meet my mum for shopping. My dad & sis is working as usual, my younger brother somewhere in Malaysia for his sec3 camp. I used to hate the feeling of being at home alone. Dunno isit part of growing up, I love this feeling now. It feels like I own the house. Wahaha. But I still hate the feeling of waking up early in the morning to find that everyone has went out.

Missed the first lecture of the day again today. But it was not because I overslept. It was because of a severe headache that I can't get up and want to continue sleeping. But I swear I slept early last night. Hmm..

Gave Zeyan & Evon a surprise with my hair. Gotten good response. They said I look younger. Hanwei said he prefered me in long hair. ChinnYi, Lincoln, Evon & ZeYan said I look younger. But Kleo said I look more matured. Hmm, but I guess all are good feedbacks.

Went over to Kleo's house after school to visit her newly-adopted dog - Aska. He's beautiful! Haha. I like the fact that he's quiet, doesn't bark & maybe friendly? He licked me twice on my neck in the car. Haha. I like big dogs because I can hug them when I want to. I don't like my mum's friend. He said something that HDB cant have golden retrievers so my mum decided not to have it at home already. It was so close to coming to my house! Hmph!

Pictures!

My new haircut!


Me & Siyu..


Me & Evon..


Me & Aska!


Me & Kleo!

Just updated photos for a few of my albums. =) Go check them out. Hehe.

I'm so afraid I'll fall for you. I guess, yes, a girl is at her weakest when she falls out of love. Maybe things will work out or maybe it won't at all. And I really enjoyed your company since the day we started chatting. You are always there for me - whether I was at my best of moods or not. We promised each other we'll walk out of our troubles together, so I'll continue this journey with you. So, anytime you feel troubled because of her, you know who you can look for. =)

Anyway, went out for dinner after school yesterday with Siyu. Ate at Delifrance and had a small chat. We then decided to cut her hair again. But this time round, she wants to cut it short. And since its the first time, she wanted a good hair stylist so she went to jean yip. That person's first cut was to "chop" off half of her hair. Lols. But well, the result is nice. Really nice. Even my mum is asking if I'm considering to cut my hair short. Haha.

Oh ya! I finally found my long-lost contact lenses. My brother found it for me. In his cupboard. Lols.


On the way out!


I like this jacket! Anyone wants to buy it for me as a present? Hehe.


The photos we both look good in is always too dark...

School reopened today!! Was happy to be able to see all of them again. And some of them said that I've slimmed down a bit at my face! Hehe. I hope they don't come back on me too soon.

We had our gift exchange. But ZeYan say she'll give me mine later because she didn't have the time to buy and wanted to give me a red packet of $30 initially. Lols. Feels like chinese new year.

Oh ya! Claire got a new camera. A gift from her mum. Sony Cybershot T10 in PINK! I wanted that camera so very much. But well, it cost like $599. I think it's impossible to own it anytime soon so in the meantime, we'll use her camera to take lots of photos! Haha. And we had a small camwhoring session during Biology lab lesson. The lecturer had to stop us. =p


Me & SiYu


Dunno whose fingers are those..


Me, Claire & Haz!

All the photos above are taken with her camera. Hmph! I'm having a love-hate relationship with her now. Lols.

Me & Xiao Qian..


Me & Mel..


Me & Lemuel..


Me & Peter.. He's always disturbing me!

Back track a little, new year eve was an unforgettable one. Because someone told me something that made me smile. But I dunno if I can trust. We'll just let nature take its course. Hehe.

Anyway, first day of the year - I went to attend Bao Ting's church wedding. Its really touching. Saw a video of photos of she and her husband's love journey. Witnessed them exchanging their wedding vows. I'm sure they'll have a great life ahead together.
I heard this sentence that the pastor said that I agreed - "Love is the only game that 2 persons can play it together and win together.". But its not usually the case isn't it? Haha.

After that, went to meet Lincoln & 2 other friends for a movie at Jurong Point. Watched "Charlotte's Web". I like the piglet - Wilbur. The show is nice overall. =) I really must thank him for always being there & believing me when that "someone" didn't.

**Someone and "someone" isn't the same person. Lols.

Happy new year!

Resolutions for 2007:
- Lose some of the unwanted fats.
- Spend more time with family & friends
- Spend more time on studying!

That should be about it.

Anyway, I've managed to achieve my end-of-year resolution. Yes, I no longer love him. Because he's been really harsh and stuffs. And he's not worth it. I'll no longer lie to myself that he still do love me. I'll no longer lie to myself that he'll be back. Because he doesn't and he won't.

Crying really does help. After that cry on 30 December, I've been a happier person. Much more. "Crying doesn't mean that we're weak. It proves that we are strong enough to face the problems."

Low JiaQian
01 October 1988
Libra
Staff Nurse

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