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.Thursday, May 31, 2007 Y
Went for a movie after school just now. Watched Pirates of the Carribean. Nice show. The guys went to play pool after that. Me, Jess and Shikin sat there to watch them play. Lols. Went home soon after. Wanted to take a cab home. The cab reached Bukit Timah already when I realised the cab only accept cash. Got off immediately and lucky the amount I had on me was just nice. Waited for a bus. Was waiting for Eli initially because he commented it'll be dangerous for me to limp home, so he wanted to bring cash down for me to take cab. But well, I still took a bus home.

Limped home from the bus stop I got off. And I saw a dead rat. Was chatting on the phone with Eli for almost three-quarter the journey. He kept saying, "You better look out for your surroundings and make sure no one's following you. Especially behind you.". Naggy huh. Lols. But think on the good side, he's caring. Wahaha. No choice. Uncle Piggy wad. =p

My dad and younger brother was really sweet. My younger brother walked with me the whole of last night when we went out for dinner and to the doctor's. He just held my hands and walked real slowly with me. That's the sweet side of him. =)

And my dad. He came home from work to send me to school today early in the morning. He called at 930am to ask how am I going to school and everything else. He doesn't do this everyday for me. So, I'm a happy girl today. Lols.

Mahjong at my house tomorrow, maybe. See how. =)

waiting for you right here
12:51:00 AM




.Tuesday, May 29, 2007 Y
I stupidly sprained my ankleo today. Lucius and Eli did "rush" down to see if I was okay. They literally thought, I cannot walk. But its painful with each step taken. Went to see the doctor just now. He told me I tore my ligament. And if it gets worse tomorrow, I better go take a X-ray to make sure no bones were broken. He also told me, its going to be more painful tomorrow morning. I think I gotta wake up at like 8am tomorrow for my 11am lesson, considering that the book is lying in Eli's locker. Additional steps to take. Lols. I think I'll die of pain SOON.

Was so bored at home today. Almost fell asleep even though I was watching TV.

waiting for you right here
11:36:00 PM




.Monday, May 28, 2007 Y
To the the girl I showed that sms to:
Maybe you have read the blog. And you might think what I told you was not true because SHE doesn't have a bf. Lemme explain why - she got the wrong person. She THOUGHT it was you..

To the girl:
There's a limit you should go when you joke/play with a guy. Especially one who has a girlfriend. Unless you're interested in him. It hurts the girlfriend, in case you dunno.


Go easy on your stares alright? I dun see the reason to why you should hate me and I don't wanna start hating you.

waiting for you right here
10:01:00 PM




.Sunday, May 27, 2007 Y
Went to the UK funfair with Eli, Jess and Shikin. Supposed to have alot more people. But well, they've got something on last minute. Though we only played the Ferris Wheel and Bumper Car, I had fun!

We went on for like four rounds at the Bumper Cars? Being the passenger of Eli Peh, I got myself alot of injuries. Almost got flung out of the car, knocked my back for umpteen times, my butt suffered from the frictions, my legs knocked against the side of the car and my hands got knocked against his shoulder. Jess had the same amopunt of injuries, I guess. Lols. But we had fun, er, screaming? Hahas.

Looking forward to the POTC movie trip on Wednesday.

I was browsing through my MSN list when I saw HIM online. Coincidentally, his display name is the same as my personal message. I guess I still miss him that tiny bit. Or maybe not. I dunno.

Pictures from last night dinner.

My younger brother & me.

My dad & me. I just realised I havent been taking photos with him..
Funfair photos..
Me & Jess..

Before the ferris wheel..

On the Ferris Wheel. Eli - your smile looks forced. WHY?

His face isn't supposed to be likett!








Do I still mean something to you...?

waiting for you right here
11:20:00 PM




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Went to town after tuition with my dears. Tuition today was okay. Only that I had trouble leaving the place. They asked me to stay to play monopoly with them because they bought a new one today. I felt so bad having to reject them. They looked disappointed when I said I had something on. So I promised them I'll play with them next week.
Went to town to shop. Didn't buy anything because I was chatting with Shikin half of the time. Lols. Jess bought 2 tees. And we took neos. Went for my dinner after that. Dinner was okay. But I ate kinda little for a buffet. I wanted to wait till dinner to eat. But my stomach can't wait. I didn't eat anything the whole day. So I ate at FEP first instead.

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12:28:00 AM




.Friday, May 25, 2007 Y
I wonder if the pay from my attachment is deposited into my account already or not. Not enough to spend already!! Lols.

Was "Stress"-ing the whole afternoon. Lols. And one simple sms made me distracted. And I lost that round of stress.


Was looking at my room when I realised that I still have that gigantic pooh bear sitting inside the wrapper, beside my computer. It's been 2 years. I dunno should I open it. I dun even know where should I keep it. Its too big.

So addicted to playing the DS now. I dunno how are my train rides going to be after I return it to Eli. Lols.

waiting for you right here
10:24:00 PM




.Thursday, May 24, 2007 Y
When it gets too bored on the way home..

"Come, take photo.."

"Erm, take another one la.."

"Hehe. I also wanna take wit you.. =)"

"And you.."

"Come, use your phone take another one.."

LOLS.

waiting for you right here
11:29:00 PM




.Wednesday, May 23, 2007 Y
Did I mention that I've completed 2 ICAs on Monday?

Have been going home really late after school and my mum is always asking me why. Hmm, and say I must be have boyfriend and all those shit. Lols. Well, sad to say, I dun have one. Haha.

Hmm, was watching movie and habving fun in SU that I forgot I didn't eat dinner. So, I only ate when I became hungry.

I found this cut on my palm while I was bathing today. I dun even know how it went there.

Looking forward to the holidays! Yay!

waiting for you right here
11:50:00 PM




.Sunday, May 20, 2007 Y
I dunno isit just me or isit you guys.

I'm getting pissed.

waiting for you right here
11:21:00 PM




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Went for steamboat session today and I scalded my hand. One long red mark that looks like a cane mark. It was only pain in the beginning, then it started to turn red and more pain and tadah, the red long line apppeared.

Well, had fun crapping around and that was all that matters. Didn't join them at starbucks though. Guess they're having more fun there. Lols. Too bad, my mum is still asking me to go home early. That sucks. Its my last year to play and enjoy lehs. After I graduate gotta start looking for jobs already because that's when I need to start to repay my dad his CPF. Sad sad life. =(

Didn't take much photos today. Oh, but we 'celebrated' Ruth's birthday in advance. Hehe.

waiting for you right here
12:54:00 AM




.Wednesday, May 16, 2007 Y
Random~

Was out the whole of today.

Watched "saw 3" and I fell asleep halfway through. Eli woke me up when I was having this dream. Cannot remember the contents now though.

Ate sundae at macs after that. The ice cream at macs melts so easily. =(

Planning another camp, anyone? Hehe. If it really happens, I'm so looking forward to it. =)

ICA presentation tomorrow.

Will I wake up on time tomorrow? Lessons start at 9am.

waiting for you right here
11:37:00 PM




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Fooling around in class. Hehe.

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2:37:00 AM




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Yay! I passed my skills test. I was so nervous inside the examination hall. I hope I get quite high marks to pull up my theory test marks.

Been really busy after the camp. Busy gossiping and socialising. Lols. And setting up of sub-club inside SU. Haha.

waiting for you right here
2:12:00 AM




.Monday, May 14, 2007 Y
Updated my links with the camp album. Not completed though. When I get more of them, I'll add them in. =)

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11:02:00 PM




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me and kleo - going back to school.


The yellow people..


Me and Siyu.

Me and Eli.

Siyu & me.


Me & Yi Ling.


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9:36:00 PM




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Returned home from the camp few hours ago. The camp was fun. And that was because everyone had a part to play to make the whole event so unforgettable.

First day was busy. Had to do last minute preparations for the game. I am disappointed that the night trail didn't turn out well thou. After lights out, me and 6 other people sneaked out to school and went to mac to chill. Haha. I slept at mac for about half an hour or so. On Eli's shoulder some more. He said the hand was numb after that.

Went to Pasir Ris Park on the second day. More fun. Stood in for Joy as OGL that day. Was running around the whole place with my pouch full of gadgets - handphones, Ipods, Nintendo, camera. And it gave way at the end of the day. I was sleeping during journey to and fro Pasir Ris Park. Mass games was fun. The island game and friendship dance. Only managed to sleep at 3am that day. Woke up late the next for briefings as well.

Third day. Ended the camp at 1230 because of the rain. Have a debrief all the way till 3pm. Ate lunch/dinner with Eli, Alex, Christina, Ruth, Lucius, Shi Qi, Jessica, Kleo, Eddie... So many other people that I cant list them all. Yep, was gossiping and chatting with them all until 6pm.

Long day ahead, er, later. School ends at 6pm. zzz.

waiting for you right here
2:01:00 AM




.Friday, May 11, 2007 Y
Hippos! Photos are uploaded already. In the links.

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1:07:00 AM




.Thursday, May 10, 2007 Y
Tomorrow's night is going to be fun! I'm looking forward to the success of the night trail. Lols.

Main skill test passed. NAPFA failed. Theory test over. Woots~ Only left with sub skill. Havee been so busy last few nights that I only had like an average of 4 hours/day. I saw my dark circles today. They look horrible.

I can't seem to decide what to pack for camp. Long time since I last went camp. And I'm so excited! Hehe.

waiting for you right here
11:58:00 PM




.Tuesday, May 08, 2007 Y
Was watching Stefanie Sun's MV just now. I dunno isit because this time I really take the time to watch it, its like the memories of me and him showing there. The fireworks, the BBQ, the birthday surprise, the beach...

No, I'm not spending my time missing him. I'm not.

waiting for you right here
10:42:00 PM




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Am really, really busy this whole week. Gotta help my tutees with their ongoing MYE, study for MY own tests, finish up two ICAs, tie up the loose ends of the camp preparations and yea, enjoy the camp that the whole committee took close to 2 months to prepare. =) And I guess, its going to be the last event I'll be getting involved in.

Monday - Going for tuition. [done]
Tuesday - Skill test. [done]
Wednesday - Camp meeting + teach tuition.
Thursday - Skill theory test.
Friday - CAMP! Woohoo~

I guess the only day I can look forward to in this whole week is Friday. I'm going to have fun, fun and more fun! And I hope the night trial will turn out alright. OH! I'm still not yet done with lookng for the game venues. So little time left and so much to do..

waiting for you right here
10:16:00 PM




.Monday, May 07, 2007 Y
I'm still so sick. Coughing and coughing until my rib cage hurts. Gotta go teach tuition after lessons tomorrow because its their exam period. 3 days in a row. So so tired...

Finished watching this set of vcds - finally. Because of school, it took me one whole month to complete them. And they said something like this - when you decide to put down your burdens, you'll realise that every moment can be a new start.

Yes, I'll put them down soon. =)

waiting for you right here
12:37:00 AM




.Sunday, May 06, 2007 Y
Yea. Its 2am now.

I've been wanting to contact you. Wanting to know how's everything. Wanting to know if you're doing fine. But I gotta be strong this time.

I'm still holding on. Believing that you'll call me one day again. But hey, I'm not supposed to pick up that call.

I hate this feeling... of being alone.

waiting for you right here
2:06:00 AM




.Wednesday, May 02, 2007 Y
Watched Spiderman 3 with Kleo, Chinnyi and Francis today. Had a nice & filling meal at Swensen's. I enjoy going out with them. Because having my happy2friends by my side, nothing else matters. Though I almost dozed off in the cinema today. I guess its the late nights and long school hours that are causing this. But I manage to keep myself awake for the whole two and a half hours.

Though the happy3friends and Francis are going through a bad time now[or isit not? hehe.], but its always comforting to know that I'll be able to find the other three[? haha. or isit two] when I need them. And hey, I know we'll all be alright soon. =)

Anyway, during the movie, I recieved this sms from Lincoln. I guess I'll classify it as a "comforting sms"? Lols. This message came sudden. Well, it made me realise that he's always there and had always believe it me. Since last year's incident about HIM not trusting me till today telling me that I'm strong enough to walk out of all these. I'm really glad that I actually have a friend like him! I dunno if you'll ever read this, but I'll be there when you need me too alright? =)

And yea, to Jun Hong - Thanks for the medicine, or isit herbal tea? Though its really really very bitter but yups, I finished every bit of it and I appreciate the fact that you came all the way down from SEG to SHS to pass me that cup of drink. Thanks. =)

And Eli - you said you'll bring your chihuahua. I'll be waiting, lols. I know you said that to comfort me[you admitted it yourself. haha.] but I appreciate the fact that you actually took the effort to do that. And for the past few late night chats. Must have deprived you of your sleep, huh? Still, thanks.

I know there are still people out there who cares. So, I'm not going to[try not to] bother about the people who don't and try all their means to hurt me.

waiting for you right here
10:54:00 PM




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I cannot pretend that I dunno. Because I know.

school is alright so far. except for the upcoming tests and projects. and i'm looking forward to the camp. wahaha. then i can leave everything aside for that few days.

yea. i'll forgive him for doing all these, but i'll never forget.

thanks, for helping me to become stronger after each fall.

after all these, i still have those feelings for you. i dunno how long before i'll stop doing all these for you. but i know, the day will come.

waiting for you right here
1:45:00 AM






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