Planned to go to school for the 2 tutorials. But I was late for the first & because its ICA presentation, I decided to skip it. It was only after that then I realised that my 3-4pm tutorial is cancelled as well. So I went to meet Evon to return her books, helped Eli print his past year papers and ate lunch with him and Freddy while waiting for Jess & the rest.

Stayed up for the past few nights to copy all the notes that I have missed out during lectures. gotta replenish my sleep soon. Its been long since I last slept for at least 8 hours.

16 days more to exams..
16 days more in NYP..

I'm in my school's com lab now. Just finished my part on the project and Evon's doing the last part of the powerpoint presentation, making it look nicer. Lols. Zeyan and Shahrul is using her lappy to chat on msn and surf the internet. Siyu's sleeping and Shawn's sliding around the room, crapping with the rest. He was initially disturbing my blog post. Haha.

For some weird reason, he initiated a chat with me last night. I dunno if I should be happy about it. For a very long time, I haven't been thinking about him. I dunno isit because I have been pushing him to the back of my mind by making myself busy with lots of things. I wished him happy birthday because I was chatting with him at that time. I wanted so much to know about his life and how he has been doing nowadays but I decided not to ask. Cuz I decided that it wouldn't matter to me. Or rather, it shouldn't matter to me anymore.

Had dinner with the Owies yesterday in school after the guys went bball-ing and the girls went for their mask fitting. Dinner was fun. As usual. We crapped and laughed our way through dinner.

*I'm sorry, I couldn't let you know that I did miss you when you asked. Because I didn't want you to know.*

Yay! I PASSED the last clinical skill test in NYP. Although Bernard Lian very naggy, keep asking me "then how..?", "so wad..?" and "and then..?". Lols. I was almost going crazy with his questions inside the room.

Going to start preparing for the semestral exams since I've been sleeping in the lectures or turning up for them. And my books have only a few words scribbled on them?

3 more weeks to go and its exams..
4 more weeks to my holidays..
3 more months to my attachments..
5 more months to PRCP..

My 2nd skill test is tomorrow morning at 11am but I haven't studied for the last time. Going to school earlier tomorrow to practice them one last time.

Infomation specially for Kleo[Lols. You want me update links already tell you right?]:
Photo links updated!
**Random pics of me & Kleo**
**Random pics of me & my classmates**

Added new albums!
**Random pics of Owies**
**Chalet album**
**July birthday celebrations**

I've been refraining myself from blogging for the past few days because of the surprise that we have been planning for YiFeng.

Went out after school with Freddy, Eli, Lucius, Jess, Kleo, Yifong and Shikin. Went to Bishan to chill at coffeebean. I was half hoping to see him there. But nahs, I didn't. Why should I even hope? Anyway, they wanted to go out because they were in their formal wear today.


Freddy & Eli.


With Eli.


With the rest without Freddo.

**More group photos in Eli's camera..**

The day didn't start off nice. I woke up early enough to prepare. But just as I was about to go out of my house, it started raining very heavily. So heavy that even an umbrealla can't keep me dry. So I went to school late. So much for waking up early on a Thursday morning. =x LOLS.

Had my theory test yesterday. It's terrible. All those that I've been studying didn't appear on the test paper. Those that I just glanced through or cannot remember all appeared there. I hope my skill tests will pull the grade up.

The sotong me lost the necklace Francis[Tan] gave me a few years back. I liked that necklace alot la. And I was still wearing it on Monday. I remember removing it at home. But its gone now. Let it appear before my eyes tomorrow first thing in the morning! Lols.

Attachment schedule's out. And I'm EXTREMELY UNHAPPY with it. I have 5 weeks of holidays right after my exams, which means holidays end exactly on 30th September. And it starts exactly on 1st October. How nice. What's even more devastating is that, the location of the hospital for that three weeks[1st october - 19th october] is at SIMEI. For goodness' sake, I stay in Jurong! What's wrong with the lecturer doing the schedule? I dun care. I still wanna celebrate my birthday on thee actual day. LOL.

Theory test tomorrow. But all that I've done tonight is watching tv and videos on youtube. I hope all that I've studied for the past few days is still stored somewhere in my brain. I'm so not in the mood to study for it now. I'm just trying to be lazy.

I think I'm losing people who were once so close. It no longer mattered to them if I was there or not. Or maybe, its just me. And maybe because the feeling's so strong, I dunno how I should go start a topic with them anymore. I dunno how I should initiate a lunch date or an after-school outing. I'm sorry that this has to happen at this time of my poly life. At the last few months of school life.

Went out for a dinner with Eli, Lucius, Kevin, Kleo, Shikin, Yifong and Jess to celebrate Eli's 18th birthday at IMM's Secret Recipe. Jess, Kleo and me were trying to plan a surprise for him. But well, it didn't turn out well. We had to run around IMM the moment we reached to get the cake. After that, we had to rush to get the cake and prepare at the spot where we wanted to surprise him at. We didn't use the original story plot but we still manage to do it in the end. Whether or not he was surprised is another thing... Lols.

Everything's clear and I feel so relaxed now. Haha. 1 ICA down today and the lecturer said overall well done. 1 more to go. 2 skill tests and 1 theory test next week. Then it'll be semestral exams soon. I hate that.

Went to watch Transformers today with Jess and Viney. I find it okay only actually. Maybe because I'm not one who is very into action movies. =) Shikin and Lucius joined us for dinner.

I'm going to be so broke this month with 3 birthdays coming up. =(
And all the movies I wanna catch like Harry Potter, 13: Game of Death, Secret.. =((
BUT, Lucius has the show "Dead Silence". Yay! Don't have to go to the cinemas to watch it. Lols. =)

Went to SU because we thought Shikin was going home with us. Lols. Jess got the wrong message. And Lucius Lim, please remember I drink green apple juice, not honeydew juice! Haha. I think I kinda scared him today in school.

Went to Secret Recipe with Jess after school today for cakes and drinks. I had Chocolate Banana and Lychee Ice Blended. Yummy. =)

To Lucius[If you ever get to read this.]:
Nothing to do with your honeydew juice. But definitely got a little link to ur sms sent. I'm okay la. But the look you gave me and the question you asked me in the storeroom made me tear a little bit more. Lols. But definitely not your fault. =)

To Jess:
I'm sorry. But your presence did make me feel a lot more better. Better than what the chocolate did. I just didn't know how to let you all know. You were facing your own problems at that time. Thanks. I really appreciate it when I knew about the reason behind your decision to make the trip all the way down to Jurong East. =)

To Kleo:
Not that I dun wanna let you know, I told you what happened remember? If you remember, I dun like to let people see me in that state. =) I know you care and will always be there. Love you!

Its now week 13. 5 more weeks to semestral exam. 6 more weeks to attachment. 7 more months and I'll no longer be a student.

I'm trying very hard to study for my theory test now. Though the test is next week, but at the rate that I'm studying, I think I'll fail. Its hard to concentrate. My mentor just called me the other day regarding my attendance but the lecturer I'm supposed to look for went overseas! And I accidentally overslept for both lectures last Friday. Although I keep saying I wanna stay for another semester and don't wanna graduate, I dun really mean it.. Haha. I hope he'll be back tomorrow.

Fear not the one who knows everything. Fear the one who knows everything but pretends not to.

It feels so tired all of a sudden. Why should things turn out this way? You know, I rather you be truthful about everything. It'll be easier for me to let go. I shouldn't even have let myself fall deeper.

下雨了
站在玻璃门里头
并没有总是挂念着我
你带着雨伞来接我

夜晚了
只剩老板跟我
像从前你抽着烟皱眉头
不知怎么安抚太任性的我

本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼爱我以后
已经过去雨伞和雨衣
不会再庇护我

本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼我以后
来不及了手写的留言对象
已经不会是我

停雨了
不必再躲雨了
已经过了该打烊的时候
还是不太想走

太晚了
只能坐计程车为什么
想念着摩托车
常常会半路熄火的后座

本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你放弃爱我以后
已经过去雨伞和雨衣
不会再庇护我

本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼我以后
来不及了长长的简讯对象
已经不会是我

走在湿漉漉红砖道上
沿着导盲砖试着假装
的确有点困难
也许我就这样走路回家
反正你不再在乎几点
该几点回到家

本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你再也不疼我以后
已经过去雨伞和雨衣
不会再保护我

本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你放弃爱我以后
来不及了对不起长大太慢
害你遗失了我

抱歉让你白费了这么多

Things havent been going well for me. Been having sleepless nights for the past 2 days. This is the 3rd.

Ah, forget it. I forgot what isit that I wanna blog about already.

Mahjong at my house with Freddy, YiFong, Shikin, Kevin and Kleo just now. Hmm, had fun. Lucky no cash was involved - Freddy was the sole winner, with over $70 dollars worth of chips. Lols. Oh, and I think I'm going to report Freddy to SPCA for abuse of pets soon. He kept scolding Jessie and didn't allow her to eat just because he is also hungry. I never imagined him as such a person. Such a disappointment. Haha.

Went to Tampines Mall after tuition yesterday to support Lucius and Benjamin at their Teenage Icon competition. Well, they didn't manage to get into the semi-finals but Freddy won himself a goodie bag. Haha. With lots of things that he doesn't need inside. Wanted to go for dinner but everywhere was crowded with people. The big group of us settled at Starbucks and started to gossip and chat. Left at 1030 because my last bus at Jurong East is 1130. But well, I had fun.

Went to Chinatown's KTV on Friday with Kevin and Freddy and the girls. Left them at 7plus to meet my mum for dinner. Had fun singing and rushing through the songs. Supposed to go and watch Transformers though. This week arh.

Low JiaQian
01 October 1988
Libra
Staff Nurse

Graduation! - 22 MAy 2008
Sentosa Trip! - 26 July 2008
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