Finally stepped out of the house after two days of rotting. First stop was to SP with Hanwei. He wanted to return his book. Walked quite a big big round to get to the library.

Next up was NYP! Had to go back to pay some miscellaneous fees. Reached there only like 2 plus so I took my own sweet time to eat my lunch. Walked around school with him. He commented that SHS Level 3 have that "hospital smell". Hmm..

Third stop! Funan IT Mall. Supposed to meet Freddy there with Eli to buy his laptop. But for some reason, he couldn't come over and Eli had to leave so he asked me not to wait. Walked around Funan looking at sports-related stuffs, laptops, IT gadgets and games. Had fun.. er.. trying to figure out that "Ratatouille" game.

And I was nice just now. I took the long way home from Newton. According to Eli, its a "kind deed". LOL.

I'm so looking forward to later in the evening!
BBQ.
Food.
Stayover.
Friends.

Friday's gonna be so so fun as well. Teachers' Day celebrated in Boon Lay once again after 2 years of not going back due to attachments.
Yay! I'll finally get to see my dearest Chinnyi on Friday.

And all these also means that I'll be so so dead on Saturday. Got tuition in the afternoon some more. But I know it's all going to be worthwhile. =)

It feels empty. Suddenly, having no school, no need to study for exams and no work feels weird. And because of this, I feel kinda down. Somehow, I just feel that tiny bit of emo. I seriously dunno why. Perhaps I should spend some time alone again.

Exams is over! Woohoo~

I finally managed to have a good night's rest last night. One that I don't have to think that I gotta wake up and chiong my studies the next morning.

I'm sorry Hanwei. I know I'm supposed to meet you for lunch. Sorry.
I've known him for 7 years. And this time round, he changed quite a bit. Good or not, I dunno. He seem to be changing not for himself, but for someone else. For once, I feel that he has matured quite a bit. I'm serious. He knows quite alot about me and vice versa. We don't have to chat everyday to tell each other that we're friends. Last night, he told me something. Something that made me smile. "You're considered as one of my close girl friends." He's one of my close guy friends, people whom I know we'll always stay as close friends. But having that person acknowledging it feels different.

I haven been meeting up with alot of people.
ChinnYi: meet up soon alrights? saw your blog and got to know that you're have fallen ill. need this nurse to take care of u not? lols. get well soon and we'll meet up for dinners and crapping sessions soon!
Francis: long long time since we last chatted as well. think the last time was the spiderman-3? meet up soon too ok? i know your exams are over..
Hanwei: we'll meet for lunch soon. haha. and K-Box. =)
Lincoln: i'm having my holidays already. can meet up already. sms me again to tell me ur off days. hehe.

And many many more. I'm missing all these peeps so so much. When the next 4/6 class gathering going to be?*looks at ChinnYi*

I'm so looking forward to the fun I'm going to have during the holidays!

She has been accompanying me through these few days of late night mugging..

I was studying when I noticed what she was lying on and looking at...

5 minutes later, this was what I saw.. LOL

Take some time off to blog. Too many books to study this time round. It feels so tiring towards the end of the exam.

Last paper tomorrow..
Then, its attachments..

Spent the day studying in school. This module really really not nice to study sial.
During the night after dinner, we had Freddy and Eli to entertain us again. HAHA.
They are the gao xiao er ren zhu. LOL.

I can't feel the sense of urgency at all. For this paper.
Someone, please entertain me....

Answer the following question;
1. The person who tag you is? - Chun Kiat
2. Your relationship with him is - friends
3. Your 5 impressions of him - friendly, nice, fun, abit lame, cheerful
4. The most memorable thing he had done for you - erm. dun think haf any. haha.
5. The most memorable words he had said to you - jiayou for ur paper? LOL.
6. if he becomes your lover, you will - erm, i think tt will never happen.
7. if she/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be - wont happen.
8. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will - be unhappy?
9. if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be - misunderstandings i guess.
10. the most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is - get to noe more abt her?
11. your overall impression of him/her is - nice person
12. (how you think people around you will feel about you?) - i dunno.
13. the character you love of yourself are - erm. being cheerful? lols. i dunno.
14. on the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are - me being short tempered
15. the most ideal person you want to be is - someone who is more patient?
16.for people that care and like you, say something to them - i love you? lols
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Got tagged by CK to do the quiz. So I'll be smarter and just do this small part. Haha.

I haven been studying my management and community health for the past 2 days. When I do, I cant get anything into my head. I feel so much like giving up this paper and let my projects pull up the marks.

I spent the whole of yesterday playing game and chatting on MSN. I spent the whole of today at IMM with my parents. I can't believed that I actually spent a whole 12 hours chatting online yesterday.

And I'm still being entertained by Freddy and Eli's story on MSN. Some lame story that I cannot even remember the "movie" name. Cheapo movie with sound effects that they roduce themselves. LOL.

The first two papers for the exams is okay. Perhaps because this time round, I really feel that I've studied enough. And I think I seriously lack of sleep. My sleeping hours for this week in total is only like 21 hours?

And last night was the night when I really had a decent sleep of 10 hours. On Wednesday and Thursday night, Freddy and Eli accompanied me all the way while I was studying. And they prevented me from falling asleep. Eli even taught me ways to keep myself awake. Credits to them. So now, Freddy is not only the one who morning-calls us, he's also responsible for keeping us awake until we finish studying for the paper. Lols.

To stay awake for the morning paper on Friday, I drank quite a bit of coffee, but it didn't help much. The half-life of the coffee was too late I guess. I was awake all the way until 1am yesterday. Total madness.

Taken using Joey's phone quite a few days back..

Paper today should be okay. There was a fair bit of questions that I know how to do. My sleeping hours are so irregular nowadays. I sleep for long hours on one day and don't sleep at all or sleep very little the next. I couldn't even wake up after my nap despite asking Freddy and Eli to wake me up.

The psychology exam, erm, later on should be fine since its only 100 MCQs. And I'm only left with one more book to study.

Chichichitototou~

Mababirarara-doh~

LOL.

List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for:
1. mp3 player
2. digital camera
3. new bag
4. clothes
5. accessories

Answer the following question;
1. The person who tag you is? - Ming Li
2. Your relationship with her is - friends
3. Your 5 impressions of her - friendly, cheerful, nice, easy-going, fun
4. The most memorable thing she had done for you - erm. lols. like dun haf. =x
5. The most memorable words she had said to you - erm. lols. cant think of any at the moment. =x
6. if she becomes your lover, you will - tt wun happen. unless i become les or smth.
7. if she/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be - wont happen.
8. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will - be unhappy
9. if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be - misunderstandings?
10. the most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is - get to noe more abt her?
11. your overall impression of him/her is - nice?
12. (how you think people around you will feel about you?) - i dunno.
13. the character you love of yourself are - erm. being cheerful? lols. i dunno.
14. on the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are - me being short tempered
15. the most ideal person you want to be is - someone who is more patient?
16.for people that care and like you, say something to them - i love you? lols
17. pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you -
1. Kleo
2. Chinnyi
3. Jess
4. Lucius
5. Freddy
6. Eli
7. Shikin
8. Yi Feng
9. Mingli. LOL
10. Kevin

who is no.6 having relationship with?- erm. he's single.
Is no.9 a male or female?- female.
If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?- i cant imgaine tt
How bout no.8 and 5?- er, i dun think tt will ever happen
What is no.2 studying about?- Mechanical Engineering
When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?- just this afternoon
What kind of music band does no.8 like?- er, i dunno.
Does no.1 has any siblings ?- yes.
Will you woo no.3 ?- LOL. no. i'm straight
How about no.7 ?- nopes.
Is no.4 single ?- yups
What is the surname of no.5?- Lai
What is the nickname of no.10?- Viney
What is the hobby of no.4?- clubbing? pubbing? lols
Do no.5 and 9 get along well?- they dunno each other.
Where is no.2 studying at?- SP
Talk something casually about no.1?- she's my freind for 7 years?
Have you try developing feelings for no.8?- No. I'm straight.
Where does no.9 live at?- er, i dunno lehs.
What color does no.4 like?- i dunno. green? lols
Are no.5 and 1 best friends?- erm, guess so?
Does no.7 likes no.2?- they dun even noe each other
How do you get to know no.2?- sec sch.
Does no.1 have any pets?- yes.
Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?- no comments?

My national day was fun. Went to watch "Secrets" again with CK, Fred, Eli, Kevin, Jess, Yifeng, Shikin and Joey. The movie is still as nice. Supposed to go and catch the fireworks over at Marina Square but we couldn't find a spot that we all can agree to stay at. In the end, the rest went for bowling session while me and Jess went shopping. While walking around halfway, we heard the sounds of the fireworks and we went to the nearest high ground we could find. Surprisely, the place we went to before could see. We saw like maybe one minute of the fireworks. Didn't manage to take any photos of it though.

Spent my morning in school studying and went for the briefing. I didn't fall asleep this time round in the lecture hall. Lols. But I spent my time during the boring briefing playing Bingo with Jess, Yifeng and Kleo. I've finally finished up another book for my exams.

I'm starting to miss school...

On Wednesday was our last lesson in school. The last lab lesson I'll have in NYP. We spent our 2 hours in class taking photographs. I'll miss every single one of them. It was just like weeks ago that I turned up for the orientation. Yet, we'll all be going for our PRCP attachment in like 3 months time.

Exam dates is drawing near. That also means that I'll be leaving NYP soon. To be exact, in THREE days time. When we were queuing to buy food today, Eli told me something I thought sounded quite heart-warming. He said,"When you guys leave NYP, then I'll have not much people to look for during school hours already. Although you all are noisy...*smiles*" At that instant, I had a weird feeling, because at that instant, I was reminded that I'm leaving school soon.

I dunno how is my 12-week long PRCP attachment going to be like. During school hours, other than Siyu and the rest, they have been making my days. We have lunch and dinner dates, play basketball, sing K, have mahjong sessions and we plan chalets together! 12 weeks of PRCP means no more lunch and dinner dates, no more basketball, K and mahjong sessions. We gotta meet up often during PRCP alright?

In 3 days' time, I wun get to see people whom I usually just say hi-bye to. Perhaps, after the exams, our roads will never cross again. I'm going to walk to south canteen more often for the bubble tea, going to the library more often for thier iced chocolate, going to koufu to try the food I haven tried and going to north canteen more often for the green apple juice.

I look at you and can clearly see,
Our life of love start slipping from me.
Try as I might to hold on to the past,
Your love seems to be slipping away at last.
My heart reaches out but how can I win?
The odds are too great when you fail to bend.
The fear in my heart is that others can win,
What my heart now calls the love of a friend.
The fear in my heart matches the tears in my eyes.
The rules have now changed, its my turn to cry.
But I'll never leave till you tell me to go.
I'll stay for you, this much you must know.
I see you change right before my eyes,
The fear in my heart can't say any goodbyes..
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Got this when I was studying for my psychology paper. Its in one of the lecture notes on relationships. Haha. I'm bored. Understanding all those theories have killed a number of my brain cells already.

I only have 4 more days in NYP.. I now realise how much I love going to school..

It started with her..

Then the both of them..


Then the 3 of us were meddling with CK's lappy webcam. Lols.

Went to watch the sneak preview of Secret with Jess, Fred and Lucius just now at Woodlands after my tuition. Nice show. I'm not going to go into the details so that I won't spoil the movie for those who havent went.

My brother just went to complain to my mum about yesterday's incident. Mummy's boy. Totally spoil my mood for the night..

Missed lesson for the whole day. I knew I cannot wake up for my lessons and my friday's attendance is so bad that I cannot skip anymore. So, I initially intended to stay up all the way till 7am. I didn't want my mum to nag at me. So I "pretended" to sleep when she woke up. But then, I really fell asleep. I heard my alarm ring, heard my phone rang for a couple of times but I ignored them all. Until the last call at 1145am, I woke up because I remembered that Freddy and Eli had lab test and I was supposed to wake them up.

Went to school and did nothing. Wanted to study but I guess I was too tired, I couldn't focus at all. Wanted to go for dinner initially but it was cancelled.

All of a sudden, I realised how nice Shawn always is towards me, this friend of his. He never fails to cheer me up when I'm down. He's so much like my mum who's always asking me to rest early. =) I'll never ever wanna lose this friend of mine.

Kleo's birthday pics uploaded!

I'm not supposed to know, but I found out about them.
I promise I'll pretend I dunno.

My phone is freaking me out tonight. I went to shower only to see 5 missed calls from "Unknown" caller when I came back. I was thinking, no one went overseas, who would call me? So I didn't want to care. 2 minutes later, *ring ring*. "Unknown". I answered and it sounded like Viney. But I didn't dare to confirm to I asked who called. He said I call him when I didn't. So we both just put down the phone. Less than 3 minutes later, *ring ring*. "Unknown" again. I answered and this time, it was Freddy. He just asked, "Ya? What?". So I asked who is this. Lols. Just now at 12am sharp, the phone did it again. This time, it was to Yi Feng. I wonder who the previous 5 was. Lols.

Just as I was typing this post, it rang again and this time to Poh Lin. Sorry to anyone who the phone has "disturbed".

Low JiaQian
01 October 1988
Libra
Staff Nurse

Graduation! - 22 MAy 2008
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