.Tuesday, June 03, 2008 Y
I finally cried today after I had a talk with her. I couldn't refute because it was a mistake I made. I dunno if I felt better but I still feel really upset.
And when she hugged me, stroked my hair and said, "Its okay, girl. You'll grow up after this incident. You'll grow to be a better nurse". At that point, I thought to myself, "perhaps she isn't all that bad". At that moment, she felt like a mother who still loves her child even after all the wrong the child had done.
I didn't tell my mum or my dad what happened. Its no longer like in the past, when I made a mistake in school I could go home and let my mum scold me and everything will be fine. I dunno how to tell them that I may not make it this time. Perhaps, its because a small part of me still hopes that I'll make still make it through.
waiting for you right here
10:22:00 PM
