.Sunday, June 29, 2008 Y
I went on a shopping spree on Friday after getting my pay. And that retail therapy session didn't make me feel better. For some reason, I was alot more upset after the whole thing. It felt worse when Clara left me at Starbucks for that short 5 mins while she went to withdraw money from a nearby ATM machine. I dunno why.
I always thought it would make me feel better. I never thought this thing could hurt me so bad. So bad that.. I don't wanna talk about it. Talking about it might make me feel better, I know. But there are times when I don't wanna say. This time, talking about me makes me feel.. worse. I dunno why. I don't even know where to start.
I guess I'll be alright after awhile. Really.
waiting for you right here
9:41:00 PM
