Dearest Jillian, it has been a joy looking after you. It's a shock to many that your condition have deterioriated so quickly. You'll be missed.(:

Yes, we've lost one more kid to cancer. It's a pity because she had been such a dear. I started working not long after she has been diagnosed with the illness. I've seen the times she went for all her scans in the beginning, the first time she went on chemotherapy treatment and the first time she was hit with a fever and so on. It's the first patient that I've seen go through everything and passed away. It affected me so much that I cried when I left her wake.

Maybe after a few months, I'll be less emotional. I dunno.. I like the bond I have with my patients but I hate it when this happens.. ):